letters to the universe

My Dear .....

If i could turn back time my love .... 

I would reach out to you and tell you how much loved and missed you are.....

i would tell you about the ocean of tears that  I've shed looking at pictures of us from the all the good time trying to chase away the images of you dying in front of me every day.........

I would beg you not to leave me in this cold cruel world alone.........

i would beg you not to die on me.......

If i could i would give you all the time i have left in this horrible ugly cold world  just for you to live.......

I would give everything in me....... everything that i am just to spend one more day with you doing nothing but site and have one more talk about everything and nothing.....telling you all about the things i didn't when you where still here with me.........

My dear i would die a thousand death for you to be here with me safe and sound......

My dear you are greatly missed........

You will always be part of me now and forever .....

                                                                                                                                                                           26/8/2017