ALIVE.

"Feeling"

College isn't exactly what i imagined it to be, i tought it were like the movies, nice atmosphere, great people, fun things to do but i was wrong, it's filled with people who either got her by chance or somehow made it, everyone's serious, it looks like a race against time..., everyone wants to finish their studies, get a job and live a normal, well whatever, they can do whatever they want, i don't care

While i was having a small campus tour by myself, someone calles out to me...
"um... Are you Blake?, it was a guy with blonde almost golden hair and sky blue eyes, looked like some kind of model, tss, smart-ass... "i am, you need something?" i answered rudely, "i am your roommate." he said with a poker face, "huh? Says who?", i answered him arrogantly, "your attitude kinda pisses me   off, you think i am some small fry you can scare with that dirty attitude?" i was shocked to hear something like that from  that blonde silent guy he was when he called out to me, i smiled then laughed, "Hahahahaahah, i didn't expect that kinda attitude from a daddy's boy" while i slightly hit him on his shoulder, "anyway, as you already know, i am Blake, nice to meet you", he looked at me and smiled, "haha, i am Smith, let's get along", for a first day in college, i am already making friends, not everything was bad as i thought hahaha.

"Blake?"
"What do you want Smith?"
"Do you have a crush on somebody from the campus?" he asked with a big smile on his face, as if he was mocking me, "huh? What kind of question is that?  Are you drunk or what?", i answered arrogantly, "we're friends, stop being so stubborn and answer the question, physically you're an adult, but mentally you're still lacking, fool, hahahaha", while laughing his life out, but actually deep inside i wanted a friend i could speak with about this kind of things, so i was a little happy, its just hard for me to open myself to people..., "okay okay, no, i don't have crush, how about you?" he smiled and said, "finally you open yourself you miserable bastard, hahaha, i don't have a crush, i don't have time for that..." He said while lowering his voice..., "something wrong?" i asked him with a straight face, "nope, just some personal things", he said with an angry yet sad face, i couldn't come up with something to say, so i simple and answered "okay...", he smiled and jumped saying, "enough about me! Is there a girl you're interesered in?" he said with a cheerful face and an idiotic smile, "well... Now that you're asking, there is actually a girl that interests me, a brown clear silky hair, crystal clear brown eyes, she had a gentle look and was really quiet, she was cute and really beautiful!  But looked like it was impossible to approach her... I wonder if i am going to see her someday...", Smith looked at me and started laughing loudly, "hahahahahahaha, look at you, talking like a maiden in love, you sound like the prince my little sister has in her fantasy hahahahah" I felt weird hearing that but i was kinda frustrated because he made fun of me... "love yo say? Are you stupid or stupid? How can i fall in love?  I am not some Roméo and Juliette descendant" , i said while laughing,  "whatever man" he answered with a grin on his face, even though i didn't want to open myself to people, actually it is a pretty good feeling to talk with somebody about daily life things,

Well, first day ends well, from now on i will try to open myself more to people, i might experience something knew, hahaha, i am so excited to start this new life!.

This feeling of friendship, the thought that i might be in love and so many things to experience yet, i just can't wait!.