My Crazy Heart Beat.......

Prologue (Revised)

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*. "Pwede mo akong mahalin as much as you want But ... you can never have me ... don't ask me to love you back" In her eyes I saw nothing, am i really nothing to her?

"Cruel... you're the worst" I'm losing this, I can't hold anymore my tears

*. "ah! Alam ko" she replied coldly

"Damn you!!! I hate my fucking self for loving you like this. Being with you make my heart beat's like crazy , your absent is my nightmare, Your scent become my breath, I cant Stop thinking of you Fuck Mahal Kita naiintindihan mo ba " Im about to cry when the rain start ,I thought God is being cruel to me for the making me like this but this rain  Oh thank Him for covering my tears.

*. "Wag mong pahirapan sarili mo, Stop loving me" she said it with out hesitation

I hopes this rain drops help me melt her heart for me.

"How easy for you to say those fucking words, You asking me to die Allie" this pain that I never felt before is killing me , but I just can't let it go

I can't give up I want her to be mine... mine alone

*. "stand up no need for that.... " kneeling down in front of her or anyone was never cross in my mind but for her Ill do everything ... anything

"What do you want me to do... to love me" begging like an idiot to love by this beast

*. "Nothing" Then she Kissed me

"You kissed me?!" my world stop, but the rain wont stop her kiss under this ragging rain felt so gentle to ease my pain in my heart.

*. "Hmm compensation, for loving me " she kiss me again

so gentle

Passionately

soothingly in my broken soul

"How dare you makes me fall in love with you over and over" We kissed again, embrace her so tight feel her warm body and her cold heart

Fuck how can she kissed me like this without loving me,

can we stay like this forever under this rain so cold yet felt warm in her arm

Is this to much to ask for her to Love me

Fuck how can she kissed me like this without lovibg me

no matter what I wont let her Go

I'm fucking Idiot cause I love her even more now.