Savages

August 23

And a new day has started. Not only was it my wonderful boyfriend Rivers birthday but it was also the day we were revealed the genders of our babies.

"Why don't we just stay here until four, make a little love, and then go to the appointment and for dinner" he suggested laying his blond locks all over my lap.

We had just woken up- well I had woken up and surprised him with a little morning delight. Wasting morning wood is sad. Last night when I left Charles to sleep on the couch, River was already fast asleep in my bed. Usually the boys and I will sleep together the night before someone's birthday and wake each other up that morning.

"And then come back and make a little more love?" I joke with a smirk plastering my expression. My subconscious was shouting to never let him move from my arms. The beautiful rainbow of color that dazzled his eyes couldn't escape my mind for a minute. "Exactly" he smiled in a daze, Rivers face kind of contorted while he stretched his body.

"I had a dream I won $5000 last night" he mumbled walking to the bathroom in his angelic manner.

"For what?" I raised my voice missing the feeling of his soft skin placing itself on mine.

"Huh" he gives me a half dazed smile forgetting why I had even asked.

"Why'd you win the $5000, baby" I giggled finding the lack of sleep he checked off and the possible brain damage to be hilarious. After rehearsing our conversation both of us laughed. Possibly we weren't even laughing at the same thing but it was still funny.

"Well, I never really figured that one out" he dryly chuckled.

After our sweet soulful embrace I knew I had to get out of bed or else it would haunt me. I got River off of me and then proceeded onto my journey into my closet. Today I'm thinking of wearing just a nice dress and white Keds but you never know what will catch your eye.

The slow creeping I did through the bathroom made me feel like a grandma. My feet hurt from a workout I did two days ago plus the added swelling from weight gain. Yet the rough warm rock massaged the bowls of my feet making me practically moan from the release of pain.

I had only crept in my boy shorts and loose tank top but I was feeling very warm today.

Warm. Just like the pair of lips that crept up my shoulder blade.

"I shouldn't have to be out of your embrace on my birthday" he chuckled with his lips smoothed into my skin. All I could think of to respond back is a giggle. He really loves the warm embraces of a human body, preferably mine.

I could tell by the way he held me that this wasn't going to be a clothes on situation. River never did anything like a normal human, he always had a reason behind everything. He never fucked me because it was human nature or he just wanted to get off. He made love to me to be close to me, to show me how much he cared and what his true inner self could show. His touch was like the sweetest cream, fresh yet subtle.

"You won't be" I whispered as we were so close to each other real talking would sound like screaming.

"I can't believe you're going to be a mother" he looked up at us in the mirror. Both of his hands rested on my collarbones. But I just stood there with the silliest look on my face and no bra on.

"Yea" I fiddled not feeling the pride I thought I would've. Before I got pregnant I thought everything would just better. You know cause now I have my own flesh growing in my belly but now I have a feeling I never thought of before. A feeling of responsibility. I'm only freshly 24 with my whole life ahead of me. And I've just been wondering if this is the path I want to take right now.

"What's wrong?" He asked kissing my hair. The air never felt raw with him. He knew everything I was saying in my head. "Parenthood is a lot of work" I agreed sticking that out there. This feeling will go away, I know it.

"In all my 32 years of being a man, I always thought it was worth it with someone you love" he smiled kissing my head again. I'm a bit younger than the guys showing me just how longer I could go without having children. But that time has passed us, and I'm that road now. "I love you" I said smiling through what felt like the biggest mistake of my life. I'm going to be the worst mother that had ever stepped foot on this earth. I know it.

"I think we should leave the country after they're born. Raise a little family out in Greece or Brazil. Kind of like how you were raised" I said turning around in his arms. He was a few inches taller than me. "They won't have to deal with all that shit that we went through though" River snuggly said making me think over his childhood once more. I'm certain I have many soul mates in this universe but the one I always always always thank God for us River. His childhood was such a dark time yet he rose so far from those evil hippy cults and drunk fathers. How could I ever ask for a better partner?

"Johnny and Benny will never hurt you. No one will as long as we're around" he whispered against my lips. I whined in agreement and knowledge before planting his lips with a sweet little kiss. We both pulled back under hooded eyes, his lips scooted together savoring the taste they picked up from mine. It wasn't long before we were butt maker again wafting in my closet like a bunch of sex crazed teens.

"I don't want any seed in my pussy in case the doctor has to look around" I stated.

"Then you won't have any". His tender hands kneaded the flesh on my hips like a kitten. His lips went down right under neath my earlobe and nipped making me quiver.

Before I could get any words out the tip of his cock was rubbing against my sex.

Before he could slip past the tight hole a loud noise zoomed throughout the room making us both turn our heads.

"Oh happy happy birthday to the littlest shit in town. Maybe all his wishes come true because we sure know someone was cumin's last night" Johnny heavily sang once him and Ben crashed through the bedroom door with a plate of freshly baked vegan french toast with powdered sugar and strawberries. On the side sat a mason jar of fresh creme, peach and strawberries, and water.

Both of us knew what we thought was going to happen a short minute ago wouldn't prevail any longer.

"Dick heads" Rio whispered making me giggle as he turned around to pick up his boxers and walk out to greet the bastards.

Johnny was setting the tray of goodies down on the unmade bed when River and I walked out together.

They set their eyes on him as they both walked towards us with their arms wide open for him. I'm so glad to see all three of them getting along so well. It wouldn't be fun if they all hated each other.

"Happy birthday bro" Ben smiled lifting Rio up into the air and swinging him a little. John instantly feasted his eyes on my naked body after he let go of River. Since Johnny's hugs are so long the other boys were done with their embraces before Johnny let go. Ben made his way over to me, first putting his hand along the small of my back and then running the other over my hip to meet his other hand in the middle.

"Baby, did you sleep well last night?" Ben asked in the crook of my neck.

"When I was sleeping, yes" I giggled looking over Johnny's shoulder as River just stood there with a smile and watched us.