A One Night Stand/Jikook Fan Fiction

Chapter 13

Jungkook's P.O.V
Last night me and Jimin had sex together and...it was amazing way to great that a few times I thought it was a dream! But I belive it was a dream because ive been waiting all day for him to text me or call just any singh of him but its like he disappeared out of no ware, was everything just a dream I just don't get it he has been leading me on and then pushing me away bring me back now disappearing what the hell!? I felt myself sink to the floor of my bedroom having a tear slip down my face remembering something from my past she would hurt me in ways none would believe not physical but mentally, it went so far I resorted to self harm.... and everyday it makes me feel discussed by myself.

I still have the scars.

In the bottom of my stomach I felt my wrist aching, calling for the peace of metal....no! I told myself my body told me to get up but my head told me to stay.

I laid their hoping someone to find me and show me love.

All I want is to love and be loved.

I got myself to grabbed my phone setting it on the ground next to me dialing Jimin's number feeling a little proud I remember it.

The line rang.

"Hello who is this?" I heard the other line say

"Its kook I wanted to hear your voice" I managed to croak out
"Well J don't want to here yours" Jimin said blunt and cold as hell

"I..love you"

"I don't" I heard the line say breaking me from beyond.
"Was this the only reason you called because if so im going" he said ignorant
"Why do you hate me than love me?" I cried to myself so he wouldn't hear.
"Because you cant love something thats broken, thats your curse in life"
"No im not broken I just-"
"Just something that people like to drop like a mirror" he said lifeless
"No your lying!"
"You can tape it as much as you want"
"No stop it!"
"But it still has its scars"
"Jimin stop it this isn't funny!"
"None will reciprocate your love"
"Yes the will one day Park Jimin just watch it that person will be you!"
"You remind me of a glass doll Jungkook... everyone finds you ugly scary an lifeless not even your mind can love y-"

"NOOO STOP!" I found myself sitting up covered in sweat, I felt hot and cold my heart was racing and I had tears go down my face. I looked over to my night  stand to see that it was 4am
"Uhh..it was just a dream" I felt relief come over me as I rubbed my face. But what was that part about cutting myself I've never ever done that? It was a dream get over it Jungkook I told myself.

I hate Park Jimin with a loving passion.

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535

Hey just an update I've been busy with school so keeping  up with the updates have been hard but this chapter is shot better than nothing though😓.