Photo: from the way home.
Keeping reading to find out what happened..
I know you guys probably hate these author notes
But I always feel the need to warn you guys of my ideas, the thoughts running through my head, as well as the actions I'm going to take pertaining to these drabble and stories.
I know I haven't been updating as consistently as I used too, and I'm sorry for that.
The only excuse that I have, is that school started.
I do Apex, which is where I basically sit on the computer all day and do quizzes and test.
I'm not even joking.
I'm naturally hard on myself, really hard, so when the test finally come into turn, and I miss 2 or more questions (which is an 80% due to there being only 10 questions in the quizzes.)
I get so stressed out that I feel sick to my stomach.
Not even lying, that literally happened yesterday.
Now!
Onto the good stuff.
I have several drabbles at my disposal ready to be reviewed.
However, something happened last night that I feel the need to write about (let me know if you wanna see it)
So here's the story of last night (actually a good title idea ;3):
Prier to last night, I haven't been out of the house in over three months, because of my mother, and I was DESPERATE.
I was supposed to hang out with my friend Brittany, but her father didn't get off work until 9-10 o'clock. So, we had to cancel.
However, I had already told my mother and did what she requested me to do to leave.
I asked around to all of my IRL friends to see if they were available. Sadly, they were not.
Though I'm not very social, I like meeting people; with an app, that my friend informed me of, I was connected with this guy. At the time, I had that glitchy phone/iPod that I was writing with.
The app, alone, was laggy.
I didn't want to have to deal with it, and I didn't want to be rude, so I have him my Snapchat (which I'll gladly give away if ya wanna be friends! :3)
We talked for a few months, and with my desperation to finally leave the house, we met and I spent the night.
I swear, the first moment I meant him I didn't want to go through with it (for future reference: nothing bad happened).
He immideatly clung to me, hugging me and all that junk, which was awkward, but I didn't want to be rude.
We got into an uber, with a REALLY nice driver! (He gave me his card, which if given the opportunity, I'll use.)
Even in the store, where we met up (I'm 18 guys, just so you know) and out he kept trying to hold my hand, which I didn't refute due to not wanting be rude.
(I don't know if you can tell, but I don't like being rude to people.)
When we got in the car, it didn't change.
Well... I guess it got worse. He kept stroking my hand, caressing it.
I didn't know what to do. I tensed up and kept giving him this look, which I guess he didn't notice, because he kept doing it.