Love is Precious!

Chapter 4

I have managed ot get away with not going to school for almost two weeks. I would leave for school and pretedn iw as meeting up with Jane then i would head home before school starts and then when my family come hoem i just say i got in early and i didnt want to walk with Hailey,

It was all going good until Kelly came over one night and brough up the topic about me not being in her class for almost two weeks and my mum started asking questions so as of now my mum is banging on my door asking why i have been dogging school and im currled up in bed crying my eyes out,

"sweetie is something wrong?" my mum asked and i sobbed. I heard her sigh and go downstairs and i cried more, why cant they just leave me alone, i dont want to talk to people. My door was opened and my sister came in looking worried,

"Kris is everything okay?" she asked commign to my bed and i inched away from her as she sat down "im f-fin-ne!" i said through sobbs and she looked me over worried "are you sure you dont sound it!" she asked and she went to touch me and i flinched away from her and she looked hurt,

"i-im s-sure!" i said and she sighed "well im here to talk if you need to!" she said and i nodded and she went away and closed the door behind her and i cried into my pillow, what has he done to me?

I wa sin his office and he was smirking at me and he took a step closer and i tried to shove him away but he didnt move, i took steps back and i got to his desk and he pinned me to it. I screamed for help but no one came ot my rescue and i started crying,he gave me an evill smirk and everything went black,

I sat up sweatign and panting out of breatyh. I looked at my side table and my alarm clock flashed it was three in the morning, when did i go to sleep?

I lay back and stared at the celling and i felt warm tears down my cheeks and i cringed and let out a sigh. I need to go to school but first im dropping his class, i cant face him knowing what he;s done.

I got soem sleep but not much i was to scared to go back to sleep incase i had another nightmare.  I got up and i had a shower and scrubbed myself until my skin was red and sore. I got dressed in some black skinny jeans and a grey hoodie with a white t shirt.

i made my way downstairs and my family smiled at me and i just sat down. When my sister sat next to me i flinched and i know they all nticed. I took some toast and ate it slowly, i wasnt hungry.

"hey Kris the rugby's on tonight we could watch it together?" my dad asked and is hook my head "no thanks dad!" i said not looking at him "sionce when did you not watch rugby?" my mum asked and is hrugged "just not feeling it!" i said and took a sip of my milk,

Hailey and me walked to school and she kept looking me over. Hailey walked with em to find Jane inces i done a runner and jane cmae up and went to hug me and i flinched away from her and she looked at Hailey who shrugged and walked away,

"babes whats wrong?" she asked and si hook my head and we went to science kelly smiled when she saw me and Jane and we took out seatsbut i edged mine away as it was to close. "glad you could join us Kris!" Kelly said and i nodded and got my stuff out,

"how come you were off?" Jane asked and is hrugged "doesnt matter!" i mumbled and she looked at me "you okay you seem down?" Kelly asked and i nodded "i will be if everyone stops asking me that!" i said annoyed.

The bell went and Kelly went on with her lesson but kept looking at me with a worried look on her face and i sighed. The bell went and rather than go to PE i went to my councilour and dropped PE, she didnt mind i now just have an extra free period.

I went to the library and Kerry was there, i didnt look her way and sat at a table by myself and got out some homework i havnt done. I was half way through before she sat beside me and i flinched away and she raised an eyebrow ,

"okay whats wrong?" she asked and i shook my head "nothig!" i said annoyed and she raised an eyebrow again "really cos your not yourself"!" she said and i shrugged "people change!" i said and she nodded,

"normaly for the better you seem... depressed!" she said and i sighed "great teacher youa re saying your students are depressed when theres nothing wrong with them!" i said and she sighed "its only cos im worried about you and i think your more than a student if im honest!" she said and i shook my head,

"whatever!" i said and she sighed "look tell me what going on!" she said and i shook my head "it doesnt matter now please leave me alone!" i said as i gfelt tears about to surfece. I looked away to hide them and she sighed once again "fine!" she said and i felt her leave and i let a tear shed.

The bell went and i had a free period and i had no lessons after so i went home and it was my mums week of so she wa sin "dont worry i had a free period so im home cos i have no other lessons!" i said as she raised an eyebrow at me being home early,

"okay sweetie!" she said and i sighed and went upto my room. I looked around and it didnt seem 'me' anymore. Everything was all bright, my rooms were orange and blue, they were filled with band posters and pictiures of family and frineds,

My bed was in the middle and it had a white duvet with blue spots near the top. My wardrobe was a silver metal plastic thing that had pictures of friends all over it. Everything about my room didnt seem me anymore but it was me who designed it.

I crawled onto my bed and cuddeled upto my giant bunny teddy bear and cried into his stomach, why did i feel this way? why did he have to do this ot me? why couldnt he just have left me alone and keep his creepyness to himself?

I heard a knck on my oor and i wipped my tears away "come in!" i chocked out and it was Kelly, i looked at my clock and it was after four so school was out "hey how you doing?" she asked from the door, if i could tell anyone i wish i could tell her and i dont know why but not telling her hurts me the most,

"im fine!" i said and she loked at me worried "can i be blunt here?" she asked and i sighed before nodding "okay so your clearly not fine. hat happned to the girl who would dance around the house singing teerible Linkin Park songs and would randomly hug people even strangers who looked like they needed a hug. Now your this girl who locks herself in her room and we all know you cry while your in here, you flinch away from everyone who comes to close and you have a slight temper, all of a sudden this happened so can you please tell us why?" she asked and i tried not to cry,

Why cant i tell them? I want to i really do becasue i know its hurting them seeing me like this btu its hurting me more. I dont like the person i am and hearing someone say what Kelly siad makes me sick to my stomach,

"i-im f-fine!" i chocked out and she sighed "look im here fi you need to talk okay, remember that!" she said and i nodded and she left and shut the door behind her and i cried into my bunny,

I felt awful!