I woke up to somebody quietly snoring and their arm around my waist. I turn and its jack.
I kiss his nose and I sit up not waking him up and I make him hug a pillow.
Then I went into my bathroom and changed
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Then I go out my bath room and jack isn't on the bed. Then I walk into Jonas and jack's room and jack is putting his shirt on.
I close the door immediately and I started blushing and I ran down the stairs and sat down on one of the kitchen stools and I used my phone blushing like crazy.
Then I heard a door close. I get up and make some oatmeal.
"Hey" he says rubbing the back of his neck
"Hi" I say and I continue cooking the oatmeal
Then there was a knock at the door.
"Ill get it" jack says and there's a group of girls squealing as soon as he opens the door.
'' JACK I LOVE YOU OH MY GOD!! " one of them yells. I roll my eyes i sit down and i eat oatmeal while watching unbreakable kimmy schmit. (i love that show :) )
"bri come over here they wanna meet you" jack says and i get up and i go to the door.
"hi!" i say putting on a fake smile
One of them hugs me And whispers in my ear
"Jack doesn't like you anymore, you two are done, now leave him alone"she says. We stopped hugging and I roll my eyes and just walked to my room. I put my headphones on and just layed down and listened to music.
I kept thinking to myself
" is she right? " Or "no shes wrong jack still loves me right?" Or "NO JACKS A CHEATER!" Or "ill just be broken again i shouldn't "
Then jack walked into my room and smiles at me. I just turn away thinking.
"hey whats wrong?" he asks sitting down on my bed.
"Life, I can't handle the shit anymore" I say taking my headphones off
"Why what's going on" he ask
I turn and glare him
"You know exactly what's going on" I say and I stand up and walk away but before I got to my door jack grabbed my wrist
"Please why don't we ever just talk?" He asks
"Because talking will make arguements, arguements make me want to die" I say and he lets go and I turn and walk into my bathroom. I close the door and grab a blade I found and I put it in my pocket.
I flush the toilet making it look like I actually used the toilet. I got out and I just walked around the neighborhood.
I went to this cliff me and my dad used to go to. I sit down on the edge and pull out my blade and I put in my earphones and listen to music while slowly cutting my emotions away.
I dont even have an emotion im just lip syncing my song. But then i heard a footstep. I get scared and i throw the blade off the cliff. I roll down my sleve.
"what were you doing?!" i turn and see that its jack
"just carving" i say
"carving what??!" he yells
"the tree?" i say with an unsured look. Then his door closes and its that girl from ealier.
"oh look little brianna is emo now?" she says putting her hands on her hips. I put my stuff down and i stand up.
"if you have something to say, say it to my face" i say
"guys c'mon no need to fight" jack says
But then the girl walks up to me
"your an emo whore begging for attention" she says
Then i pull her hair and i start punching her face. But then i feel my foot slip. Then everything thing turned black
