Is It Love - Jessa Fanfiction

Trust?

"Oh really?, I have to tell you what's going on in my life but you don't have to tell me what's happening in yours? You wanna talk about trust Jake?, Lets talk about trust, Who was that girl that you were making out with this morning and what the fuck do you write in that journal that is so important?" I yell at him and cross my arms waiting for him to reply to my question. Instead of replying he looks down at the floor. "That's what I thought" I say shaking my head in so much disappointment. I then leave the room not even trying to look at him. I go downstairs to call Logan to come pick me up. Some minutes later Logan and the boys are pulling up in my drive way and I hop into the car. "What's up with you?, You look upset...Are you okay?" Logan asked me. "Yeah umm... I'm fine. Lets just get away from here" I reply and sit back at my seat sighing. So many questions in my mind that only Jake can answer but he doesn't seem willing to. Who was that girl? His girlfriend, a friend with benefits? And his journal what could he be writing in it that no one can know about?

I'm so lost in my thoughts that I didn't realize how time passed and we have now arrived at our destination. Logan holds my hand helping me get out of the car and we all walk towards the big house by the lake. When we enter all I see is sweaty bodies dancing against each other. Everyone is drunk or even high and the loud music doesn't allow you to hear what people tell you. We try to pass through the crowd to go to a less crowded place but I get lost in the process. I look around me trying to find my friends but I can't spot them. I yell their names but of course they can't hear me trough the loud music. I start getting anxiety as people start dancing around me and on me. "Come on. Drink this and relax" a random guy tells me handing me a drink and I refuse thinking he could've put anything in it but he insists. You know what. Screw it. Maybe that way I can get my mind off of things, And by that I mean Jake. I drink what the guy gave me and I feel it burning my throat but I want more and I get more, A lot more.

At this point, I'm drunk asf. I'm aware of what is going on around me though. For example, I know I'm grinding on that guy who is shirtless and drunk as well. I also know that it is hella late and Pam will kill me if she sees me like this. And of course I know that Jake is probably with that girl again. Dammit, Why do I have to keep thinking about him. Come on Tessa relax, this is your night and you have to enjoy it. I take another shot and grab the guy by his arm leading him upstairs. At first he looks confused but then he realizes what I'm about to do.

To be continued... Sorry for not being active I am gonna start being active now, Yes I will be making more stories