Sleep forever
I just wanted to sleep, to sleep forever. Between my sheets there are tears, between my tears there is pain.
My hands grab the letter, but I can not change anything.
Selfishness. Selfishness. I repeat in my mind what they have done to me, my whole life.
I said goodbye to you, and it hurt deeply. The smile of each one appeared again, every second ... Every moment. In this damn mind.
After the bullet lodges in my chest, it will be okay, I'll be unconscious.
I just wanted to sleep, to sleep forever. Between my sheets there are tears, between my tears there is pain.
I'm sorry now, I'm sorry in my life