Save Me •BxB• [Book 1]

Save Me | 15

• Mateo •

I walked downstairs and saw Isaiah on his phone Jalala must still be asleep.

I snuck up behind Zaya and jumped from behind the couch, next to him. "Hey there."

He jumped and gasped, while I started laughing. He punched me softly and kissed his teeth. "That was a dick move."

I calmed down. "You know it's bad to waste all that power." I said pointing to the turned on TV.

He chuckled. "Suck my dick."

Don't mind if I do.

"Whatchu' say?" He asked looking at me funny.

My eyes widened. "What? Ian say nun. You said sum. I didn't say anything. So how's Jalila?"

"Nah, you said something, after I said suck my dick."

"Nothing! You said something. Anyway change of subject, how's Jaime?" I said trying to get him off the subject.

Damn, I must learn the ways of talking in my fucking head.

"Jaylia." He said narrowing his eyes at me.

"Yeah, Jaquan her. Anyways how yall doing?" I asked.

He shrugged. "She's honestly annoying the shit outta me. She looks innocent but that's because you're here. I trust her, but i dont. I feel like she cheating on me too, but Ian saying nun since Ian got evidence."

Yes. That's why you shall be with me.

"Yeah um, well, set her up to see if she's cheating-"

"Nah. I trust her."

"But you just said- fine. Just try to not stress about. I gotchu'." I said smiling genuinely.

He smiled back. When I tell you he's sexy, I mean HE'S SEXY. The things I would do to him of we were alone. Man he just makes me wanna lick all around his dick. His lips, his eyes, his voice, his body, if only I could see under those clothes-

"That's why I feel like I should kick her out. Don't you think?" He said, snapping me out of my thoughts.

I stared at him and nodded. "Yes, wonderful idea."

"Thanks Teo." He said nudging me. I swear if his skin comes in contact with mine one more time I'm raping him.

"So um...that dream...do you think-"

"It won't ever happen. Ever. You know why? Cause imma be with you all the time bro. Speaking of which, I gotta go pick sum up for Jay, I'll be back." He said running out the house with his keys.

But didn't he just say hell be with me- you know what. I'm chill here.

"I need a phone." I said to myself, thinking about when Dre smashed my phone.

I heard the front door open and I thought it was Zaya. "I thought you'd be-"

I stopped when I noticed it was Ayleo at the door. He looked at me, I looked back.

"O-Oh...hi..." I said looking down.

"Yeah...hey. So where's Zaya?" He asked.

I felt like crying. Here I am, talking with the person who I grew up with, MY OWN BLOOD BROTHER, doesn't even remember me.

"H-He's g-going to get something and," I took a deep breath. "Coming back soon." I heard my voice crack.

He nodded and walked over to me, holding my hand. "Listen, you'll find your brother-"

That's when I started to burst. "BUT YOU ARE MY BROTHER!" I yelled hitting his chest repeatedly.

"Remember me?! Mateo Bowles? 18 years old? Discriminated by our parents?! I didn't die! They took you away from me because I'm gay! They wanted you to be safe where you wouldn't turn out like me. I never died. They hated me. Spit on me. Kicked on me. Remember? That one day. I was 11. You were 14. Please remember! You walked downstairs asking for me but dad walked up to you and made sure you couldn't see me. On the floor, being spit on by our own mother. Ayleo...please."

I was a crying mess. Ayleo looked so sympathetic, bit didn't believe.

"Sorry, my parents died, so I lived with foster parents. I don't know you." He said making me cry harder.

"We're brothers...I don't know how much more times I'll have to say it, Leloo. Just please try and remember. You're the only close relative I have who doesn't hate me, or who isn't dead." I said, seeing Isaiah stand at the front door with a shocked look on his face.

I cried and trudged upstairs into my room. I started knocking stuff down. Fuck my life at this point.

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Long ass chapter. How was it? I damn near cried while writing it.