My name is Lilian I'm 27 years old, the first time I saw logen Paul was in YouTube, he had me from the second I heard his laugh, his smile, those amazing eyes, he was my safe place from my abusef husband, at first I was a little hesitate I'm not this perfect model I'm a curve girl not logens tipe but still it was just a fantasy.
I was very afraid from my husband he though I was cheating him with every men I was talking to so I was watching logens videos only when I was out of the house.
I felt so happy when he was uploading a vlog ,daydreaming about us being together....
But one day it went wrong... my husband looked in my phone and saw something I wrote for logen a love latter ,he went crazy and beat the shit out of me, at that moment I realized
I have to run away
as far as possible
so I bought a one way ticket to Los Angeles with the hope of meeting the men that I feel in love with...
