Finely I'm here Los Angeles ,I'm so happy like a little kid, so many thing running I'm my head, I hope he will not mined my age how I look, first thing first find a hotel so I could rest and think about how I'm going to do this.
I found a nice hotel next to hollywood boulevard, I took my key and went to my room, while I was waiting for the elevator I sow a familiar face maybe from one of logena vlog, mark I think acute skinny blonde guy, I came up to him and gave him a letter I wrote for longer I added my room number and a spear key I told mark to give logen the note a soon as he can, he smiled at me and told me not to worry I said goodbye and went to my room.
I got the biggest room they got it's my first time doing something for myself I was relaxed ,I organized my suitcase and went to take a shower ,a long bubble bath, Im so happy I can't stop smiling, got out after long 2 hours I wore a short loose shirt and laid in my big bed.
I heard a sweet voice telling me to wake up, I opens my eyes and there he was the most perfect men alive it was him logen looking at me with a big smile on his pretty face
Logen: hi sorry for interapting but I got ur letter and it moved me I want to know more..
I could not answer him I was frozen
Me: um um ummmmm....
yes just let me fix myself fast and I'll be right back
Logen: it OK u look kinda cute with that Messy...
Me: um OK if u don't care...
Logen:so tell me sweety tell me ur story
Me: it's very painful Ive been in a very violent relationship he was beating the crap out of me almost every day I tried a few times to kill my self in so many ways I've had a shity life and than u logen you a sweet sexy boy u made my days better you field my heart with love agine I know it's to Mach but I had to come all the way to Los Angeles just to tell you thanks (crying)...
Logen: please stop crying I can't hear a beautiful women cry it brakes my heart
Logen Len's touched my check, I looked in his eyes and he kissed me...