Criminal minds:following

The deal

6 weeks later......
"Okay mom you rest and EAT OR SO HELP ME GOD I WILL COME HOME AND IT WONT BE PRETTY" i say as the elevator doors open. I walk to the bullpen and before i go in i see a picture of my dad on the fallen Agent wall and i put my head up and walked in. I open the Doors and i see Samantha and she drops her papers and runs over and hugs me. "Oh my god i heard what happened I'm so sorry,how is mom doing" Samantha asks. "She is a mess she cries herself to sleep every night and i do too but i cry silently,she just full on breaks down and i cuddle her". I see aunt Penelope walk by and she stops and runs over and hugs me. "You poor thing I'm so sorry Derek". "Don't mention him me and my mom are still mad at him". "I know honey but he is your boss". Wait....what did she just say....Derek is my boss,this will end great.

Debriefing.........
"Okay it looks like the victims are all stabbed and left in dumpsters" Derek says. "We will talk more on the jet,wheels up in....."NO DON'T YOU DARE SAY IT THATS THE ONE THING HAVE OF MY FATHER LEFT,YOU ALREADY LEFT ME WITH OUT MY FATHER AND A BROKEN MOTHER WHO CAN'T EVEN GET OUT OF BED,BESIDES YOU ALREADY LIED TO ME" i say storming off as Samantha runs after me. "Sara Sara stop,you lashed out on him again". "I don't care Samantha he....basically killed my mom and I can't trust him anymore". "Ok come on let's get to the Jet and get you to calm down".

On the jet.....
I was listening to music and Aunt JJ walks up to me and sits in front of me with uncle Spencer. "We want to talk to you". "About what?"      
"Your father". "Really I'm fine I just don't know about mom". "We know,we're worried about her too". "I mean about the incident with Uncle Derek". "Don't talk about him Me and mom will never forgive him". I start to tear up and turn my head out the window so they won't think i am weak and can't handle talking about my father. "Okay team,we need to debrief right now, Sara don't say anything" Derek says as Sara gives him a death glare. "You know what no freedom of speech DEREK YOUR NOT MY DAD" I say as i start to cry. "I don't need crying agents in the field". "DEREK" Aunt penelope screams through the computer. "HER FATHER DIED WHAT DO YOU EXPECT SHE IS VULNERABLE AND EASY TO BREAK SHE NEEDS PEOPLE TO HELP HER BACK UP,NO ONE IS A ROBOT" aunt penelope scream as everyone is left in shock."Are you okay honey". "Yeah i am...can you call my mom". Honey i can just call her down I'm at your house right now". "Thank you". I hear foot steps an i see my mom. "Hey mom how are you doing" i said as my voice broke. "I'm getting better". Her voice is raspy and sad. "I'm going to see my therapist at 3:00". "That's good mom I'm proud of you". "And i ate". "REALLY MOM IM SO PROUD OF YOU". " i am going to get ready so i will see you soon". "Love you mom". "Love you too baby". As the called ended i felt proud that my mom is bringing herself back up and getting better. aunt JJ looks at me and rubs my shoulder and says"see Sara,your mom is gets better she is bringing herself up so you can get better too. When me and spence were going to talk to you we were saying that your dad had this deal with mom about her going weeks even months being fine but then you can have that one bad day and all you have to do is tell us when you're having the bad day". "Can today be my bad day". Of course hon, we are all her for you and your mother". "Thank you". "Now let out of your tears".
3 hours later.....
"So then my dad said Sara your shooting like your mother when she started out, mom heard and got mad and attacked him and then he said but she was good at attacking people" i said laughing with the team. Suddenly my phone starts ringing and it's penelope. "Sorry i have to take this its penny". "Hello". "Oh god Sara you have to get home". "What do you mean I have to get home".

JJ'S pov
Sara is telling a story about her starting out at the FBI academy when her phone starts ringing. She walks away and goes in the bathroom.As me and Spencer get a cups of coffee we hear a scream. Spencer and i look at each other and we drop our coffee cups as they shattered on the floor. "SARA SARA OPEN THE DOOR PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR ROSSI CALL PENELOPE NOW". He calls penelope and she answers. "PENELOPE GET EMILY SARA IS SCREAMING". "I can't". What do you mean you can't,where are you". "I'm at the hospital". "Why".
"Emily got in a car accident" it's pretty bad". "Oh god Sara may be sent over the edge" JJ says "didn't Sara have a suicide history as a teenager " penelope asks.  "She HAD A WHAT,SPENCER BREAK DOWN THE DOOR". As he breaks down the door he sees Sara and blood all over the floor With a razor blade in her hand passed out. "JJ TELL THE PILOT TO LAND NOW AND GET MEDICS DOWN THERE NOW SHE CUT HER WRIST WITH A RAZOR BLADE". "OH GOD SPENCER HOLD ON FOR DEAR LIFE". "Jennifer there's too much blood i need another set of hands". "IM COMING OVER" Samantha shouts. "Come on Sara stay with me". Soon the team landed in Los Vagas. "Okay guys i need you all calm Sara is going to be fine i just need you to call her godparents Sara and Gill Grissom". "Come on Sara,you can do this stay strong". The scariest thing happens so quick and you can't control them sometimes it just hits you right away but nothing hurts more then losing someone you love.