Only Yours | jikook

Chapter 1: Jimin

Jimin's POV

"Where are you going?"

I heard Jin Hyung asked before I could even reach the front door.

I sighed and faced him.

"To the convenient store. Just going to buy some snacks."

I saw his left eye twitched. He's getting angry because he probably know I was lying.

"You're not allowed to." He said calmly.

I rolled my eyes and let out a deep breath.

"I'm hungry" I lied.

"I'll cook for you then." He said with a finality in his tone.

And I knew I won't be taking another step towards the door.

He headed to the kitchen so I followed him. He grabbed some ramen in the cabinet above the sink and opened the stove. He glanced at me as I sat on one of the chairs and continued what he was doing.

I sighed. Again.

"I'm not really hungry,"

He sighed but still continued to cook. I waited for him to finish and apparently it took only 5 minutes. He served the ramen for me with chopsticks and sat across.

"Still. Eat." He said while looking at me in the eye.

My shoulders fell down.

"Can you share with me?" I asked expectantly.

He put a hand on his forehead but nodded anyway. He stood up and grabbed another pair of chopsticks then went beside me. He started to eat the ramen as we shared a bowl. That made me smile.

I started to eat too even my stomach can't just take it. I don't want any single food Jin Hyung cooked for me to go to waste. I have to eat this. So I chewed and swallowed, slowly. I almost teared up. I can already feel the fats peeking. After five or six swallowing, I put down my chopsticks and faked a burp. I can't take it anymore.

"Thanks, Hyung." I smiled. Fake.

He sighed. Not contented on what I just ate. Nonetheless, he smiled hesitantly.

"You're welcome, Jiminie"

He finished the remaining noodles and put the dishes in the sink. If he doesn't want to talk, he'll probably wash them right away. But he didn't. Instead, he sat back next to me and looked at me. Patiently waiting for me to talk.

I took a deep breath before starting.

"I really did not plan to buy at the convenient store," I started off,

He's looking at me intently.

"I.. I just don't want to s-see Taehyung and J-jungkook playing"

His eyes softened and ran a hand on my newly dyed dark brown hair after its bleached red last comeback. I closed my eyes as I could feel the tears threatening to fall and continued,

"I just couldn't handle myself every time they are together. I wanted to play with them too but always end up running into my room and curled up crying on my bed. I'm a bad friend" I confessed and Jin Hyung hugged me as I was now a crying mess.

"Shh.. Hush, baby. It's normal. You're jealous because you saw the man you love happy with someone else. And every normal human feels the same way," he cooed.

"But I'm jealous on own my best friend," I argued, guilty.

"Again, it's normal. Don't be sad, Jimin. There's nothing wrong with that, okay?" He said sweetly then hugged me. I buried my sniffles to his neck and we stayed like that for awhile.

Not until we heard a squeak. I shot my head up and immediately stood up when I saw Jungkook standing at the kitchen door with wide eyes.

"U-uh s-sorry. I-i just w-want to get s-some water" he said, still shocked and a little bit awkward. I bowed my head down as I fiddled with my fingers.

I feel like I was busted in a crime.

I saw in my peripheral vision Seokjin Hyung stood up and grabbed a glass of water then handed it to him. He gets the glass but still stood there. I looked at him and I was shocked because he was looking at me. I hint a bit of madness and confusion in his eyes.

I blinked.

That's what brought him back to his senses and furrowed his eyebrows at me then walked off.

I could feel again the tears behind my eyes. He's mad.

Jin Hyung scooted me in his arms and wiped my tears away. He forced me to look at him,

"Don't worry about that. He's just shocked" he said gently.

I sniffed and nodded. I saw him smiled.

"Now, go to your room and sleep. You need rest." Then he kissed my forehead. That made me relax.

A bit.

I hummed and nodded again. I get away from his arms and run to my room, not looking at the sala where Jungkook and Taehyung are. I immediately opened the door and saw Hoseok Hyung on his headphones. He smiled fondly at me but I ignored it and jumped to my bed.

I hide my sobs on my pillow and curled up with my blanket.

"Jiminie, are you okay?" I heard Hoseok Hyung's worried voice.

"Y-yeah"

"U-uhm.. Have you e-eaten?" He asked hesitantly.

"Yeah." I replied and shifted further away to indicate that I don't want to talk anymore.

"O-okay. R-rest well, Jimin." He said and I heard a door closing after. Look like he knew I wanted some time alone.

Again.

I continued to sob thinking of what just happened earlier, my body, and how I am so ugly.

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