Fandom: BigBang
Ship: Lowkey G-Dragon+SeongRi
Genre: Angst
Warnings: Drugs
Description: JiYoung is high. High, and completely alone
Also, I just wanted to say that I haven't put a period at the end of the sentence because the book is in Hebrew but this chapter is in English, so it did some problams putting them. Sorry
It was midnight. But, well, it was always midnight. Always
The clock hands always pointing at the exact same time - 00:17, the sun is always down and the moon is always up, full, with billions of stars shining next to it
It's was always like that, always the same. Notice the key word - ALWAYS
And then the clock hands move. It was 00:18, and the magic breaks. It wasn't some kind of magic, there wasn't any spell that somehow broke, there wasn't hero that came to save the day. The time just passed, and the magical feeling that Kwon JiYoung felt, disappeared
He sighs and lie down, looking at the moon. I'm soooooooo high he thinks to himself, and then Wait, am I high? How do you know that you're high? What if I'm not high at all? What is high, actually? Like, has anyone ever said "This is high, this isn't"? Those thoughts came across his head, making him giggle of the realisation of how high he is. In times like that he needed SeungHyun with him, go sit next to him and talk with him about whatever until the influence of the drugs stops. Or DaeSung to do something stupid to make him laugh. Or even YoungBae! That would do nothing but sit and stare, lost, but will be there for him. But what he needed the most was SeongRi, that would kiss and hug and cuddle him until both of them fall asleep. That will say that it's okay, he isn't mad or disappointment, that he understand. That he loves him. That will whisper "I love you, JiYoung hyung. And I know. It's okay. I understand. As long as you're not hurting yourself, I'm happy. I love you. I love you so much. Come on, let's eat." Like everything is alright
SeongRi, that was so gentle and kind and warm and loving to him, unlike the cameras-on him
But SeongRi wasn't there. Not even SeungHyun or DaeSung. Oh, for god sake, not even YoungBae
They were all busy. All did other things. Non of them were there. He was all alone, high, crying his soul away
