Super sad btw. Wanted to make a sad fanfic, just to see how it goes. Like the yoongi love yourself I wrote, this is going to be about his depression. However, this one is a lot sadder. It is also using the real words of min yoongi.
Hopefully u will...
No one knows my heart. I'm laughing. But it's not laughter. It's pain. I just shout out loud to the world, that everything's going to be alright. But I don't know what alright is any more. I don't know what alright feels like anymore.
*V walks into your studio* V: yoongi, it's your turn for your solo photo shoot. You: okay....... V: are you alright yoongi? Hobi hyung said you seemed upset and angry. You: I'm fine. Tell PDnim that I'm heading down now. V: okay sure... see you down there then I guess. * V leaves the studio. And you stare at your reflection on your computer.* You: I'm not okay... I'm not okay at all.
*once again, make up is put on you, and you are all dressed up. You were allowed to chose the mood for your photo shoot. You chose dark and melancholy. You hate going big and fancy.*
Jimin: *looking at your photos* wow, so dark.
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Jin: yeah, but that's what yoongi hyung wanted. *he smiles at you* You: *you want to smile back, but your body won't let you. It never lets you be happy... so you just return it with a 'thanks I guess...'*
*you all practise again for the concert, which was in two days. But a horrible thought crosses your mind while you had a break: 'What if I don't make it to tomorrow? What if I can't live this pain anymore? Forever hiding how I feel....' you quickly push that thought to the back of your mind.*
