I used to believe in love
Now I build walls
I used to be nice
Now I hate until given a reason to not
I used to love the light
Now I find comfort in the dark
I used to believe that you can't get a second chance
Now I believe everyone deserves one
I used to believe everyone got what they deserve
Now I know they don't
I used to believe in not going back and fixing your mistakes
Now I do
I used to think life was perfect as you grew up
Now I know it only gets worse
I used to think family was forever
Now I believe that only friends are
I used to believe everyone was perfect
Now I'm careful with those to whom I choose to socialize with
I used to believe that you were the master of your own fate
Now I put it in my hands, along with yours
I used to think I was loved by you..
Now I know I'm just a lost memory