《i just- i didn't think it through, I thought that being away for a while would, would...》
《would what?! look, jooheon, you're really pissing me off. everyone thinks I'm calm and collected, savage or what the fuck, but I'm not inside okay? I'm fucking sweet and caring, and I worry a lot. but mostly, I'm not okay. I'm not fine, I cry myself to sleep and you didn't notice, no one noticed. you know why? because of you. it's all your fault》
jooheon stared at the ground silently, smiling sadly.
《actually I knew. changkyun,》he sighed, 《I knew and I left because I thought it would be better for you...》
《fuck you. you were my best friend, you could have at least taken me seriously when I said I loved you》
《I was scared- to hurt you. I'm sorry, just forget me, please》
jooheon got up and left, everyone was looking his way, everyone surely noticed the tears streaming down his cheeks, everyone knew.
changkyun wanted to stop him, to stop that nonsense, to start again and love each other. but he didn't.
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it's not a joke || jookyun
Fanfictiona short jookyun story where they love each other but jooheon thinks changkyun is joking, so he goes out with a girl to forget about his best friend. ㅡ lowercase intended; ㅡ it's a bit sad, not too much I guess; ㅡ all dialogues with some little descr...
