Moving On

Intro

  What was I thinking? I should of known that it was all a trick, but my d****** believed her. Every single word she said to me  and here I thought she was different. I mean she had that sense of friendliness that you recieve when you know you are not the only one that has a hard time fitting in, but I still, I....I can't believe she would betray me.

Oh sorry. I guess I should filled you up on what I am talking about.

Hmmm how to start?

Oh right, how about I hate girls.... Why? Well because ALL WOMAN ARE LIARS AND DISGRACEFUL!!!!

"Here you are. I have been looking for you."

There. The person who is the cause of all my problems is standing in front of me with a "worried look". I am really trying to see if she is really worried or if it's another trick?

"What do you want Jen? Let me guess? Are you here to apologize or to make fun of me?"

"NO."

"Than?"

"I am here to...to....explain everything to you."

"No need" I stood up and turned around towards the exit door, but she was too fast for me

"Move."

"No. Until you here what I came to say."

"And I already said no need. Plus after what you did, it made realize that I should take my father's offer of going to Japan."

"But, I thought you had decided not to go. I though you were going to stay?"

"For what. To suffer, to....to let you play around with my feelings more? Well No."

"When did you decided?"

"After you used me. So tomorrow  I am going  to talk to my father and began moving my stuff and move  away as far as possible from you and go to a new country where I should be able to forget you."

Those words were enough for her to move and let me walk by her and as i was leaving she looked at me.

"You know what Eleanor!"

I turned around and stare at her and she continue.

"I don't care about you or your feelings at all. All I ever really wanted with you was...was..."

She stopped I could see her sadness and that made me wanting to go and run towards her and hug her, but I knew she was not done so I asked her.

"What, what did you wanted me for?"

"Just to have fun with you. There I said it. What,  you want me to say that I love you. That I came to stop you from going because I want you to stay with me. Huh? No... I just though you were going to be a great treat for me and for my frien-."

"For your what...friends? You mean the ones that left you there all alone that night. The ones that made fun of you and judged you for what you wear or for what you do every single day. Those  friends."

"Well, they were the ones who stoppes me from falling for you and see you as what you are a treat. So yeah those friends."

"You know what... I am just wasting my time here my ride  is waiting goodbye Jen. Goodbye for ever."

That day, I felt like I left part of my heart and I learned to not look back at her or at anything from this world that was created by me and by her.....