You are amazing, cute, friendly,etc.,
You changed me when we used to talk everyday,
You could put a smile on my face,
You made me feel worthy and needed and special when I was at my lowest,
We have had a good few laughs,
We have good memories like bowling, and timmies,
Then now all you have brung recently is tears,
All you make me feel is like I'm invisible, not needed or special,
Your friends say its because you are shy,
Others say for me to break up with you,
But I tell them that I really like you,
I’ve decided to give you space even though it kills me on the inside out,
I used to feel happy, like it is to breathe so well and not struggle and smile so big when I was with you,
In and out of class,
Now in class I feel happy but barely and sort of like I’m drowning, with a blank expression on my face,
I was so happy when you sat beside me in english,
It was fun talking to you having those laughs with you,
Then all of a sudden it changes I feel like I did something wrong Like its all my fault,
But then your friends reassure me that its not my fault,
Now I miss the thing we used to do the most,
I miss us talking.
I come home and cry for hours on end sometimes till I fell asleep,
Struggling in the morning to want to come to school so I don’t have to go through a repeat of the day before,
I feel like when I try to talk to you its like talking to a brick wall,
I miss wanting to actually go to school to see you to be happy,
I’m tired of being this sad,
I get that you are shy and nervous but I just don’t know anymore,
Cause you are amazing, cute, friendly,etc.
