Don't Let Me Go.

Chapter 10.

1 year later.

Harry's POV

August 3, 2011

Dear you,

Louis and I have been doing perfectly well. We got a flat together and it's bringing the relationship stronger and closer. Louis is out with Niall right now so I'm stuck here so bored. I'm done cleaning the whole flat and there is nothing more to do besides write. I haven't wrote on you for a whilst now but what is there to write when my whole life feels like it's perfect right now. We made it for third but continued as a band and it has been an amazing journey these pass few months. We've been recording our new album and it should be releasing soon, I can't wait for people to hear us out and hopefully they will enjoy the music we sing. Our new Management is pretty cool and I'm glad we have these people, they're trying their best to keep us on the charts so lets hope that goes well. The lads already know about Louis and I and they took it sort of awkward at first but now they grew out of that so it isn't as a big deal to them anymore. Management knows too and they keep telling us to not make it obvious for the camera because it will make us look bad so we're trying our best to keep distance on the camera but that never works. We can't help it and Louis keeps telling me he doesn't care what people think so he...

The door knob wiggles as I hear the keys crash with the others. Louis enters and he has a bag on his hand.

"Hey Haz." He walks over to me kissing the top of my head. I quickly close the journal that is secretly hiding from Louis as I get up from the computer desk.

"What kind of..."

"Tacos."

"Ah." I nod at the smelly bag located in the diner table and head towards it ready to eat for the starving stomach.

"How come Niall didn't come with you?"

"He had some things to do."

"Oh" I sigh wishing the wild blond would stay and have a laugh with us. I over think so much when it's just Louis and I and this flat. It gets too quiet that I'm lost in thought and my mind just goes wild with all the questions. I know I shouldn't be doubting our relationship but sometimes I feel like it's too good to be true. The thought of it almost makes me feel guilty but I am distracted when ice cold lips meet mine. His lips brings shiver inside my body as my warm tongue slides in. The pull of my hair lets out a small moan and my hands cups his cheeks. His long arms wraps around my hips pulling me closer to his body that is much thinner than mine. I take the lead and push his body up wrapping his legs around me. My hands moves under and I give a slight squeeze to his soft bum bringing him higher on me. His fingers tangles through my messy curls pulling it in deep pleasure. I gently sit him down on the kitchen counter, hands pulling the hem of his shirt. My cool hands rubs the smooth skin of his hip bone to his hard back, touching him in the most comfortable and loving way. His nails pushes inside my skin clearly asking for more. Our minds are fucking crazy, making out in the kitchen counter in less than 5 minutes since he entered. I push him up my body again as I carry him towards our bedroom. My legs kick the hard door and it slams against the wall. The sound of heavy breathing and clicks of tongue to tongue enters inside the small room bringing heat to cover our bodies with the addition of clothing. I slowly lay him down on the bed, towering over him and taking lead. This never really happens, Louis is usually the one to tie me on the bed and do all the things he does, but maybe tonight I will get the chance. We never actually done it but the need in our bodies, the desperation we both crave is taking control and there is no way to stop it. Nothing can explain, better yet describe how we both feel. How desperately and badly we need each other even though we are across each other yet it is so damn difficult to get that closure, especially now with the live cameras. But right now we both need a distraction. A distraction that not only blocks the world but shows the need of love and passion. The need of skin to skin and long lasting closure. "Are you sure?" He stops. His chest rises and falls almost every second and the need for him is now. I nod, seeing the glow in his eyes and the curve of his lips. The hunger in his orbs takes over and I'm no longer the one leading. He pushes my body, laying my back on the soft duvet, pushing his body up and down my...

A moan falls from my lips as he pushes down my trousers and throws them to the floor. My fingers traces his neck and his shirt is off almost immediately.

"Guess you're not hungry for tacos any more." He hides his head near my shoulder and bites the skin near my collar bone. A small laugh escape my mouth as more clothes are taken off. The time has come and I don't know how to feel, how to react, or what to say. Instead, I follow instructions and bend over. My claws tightens the sheets ready for what I'm going to experience.

"Don't think." His voice calms me and I shut my eye lids. He wraps his arms around my waist and slowly enters. I don't feel pain and the pleasure we're having makes my mind shut down. Just Louis and I, no one else but us. His hands moves towards my erection, pumping fast and giving me the pleasure by knowing how. I moan out his name as he pumps faster, harder. Hearing him grunt and feeling the heat around us just makes me want to experience this all the time. My head bows down as I feel myself come. Louis is on the edge and I feel him press out. He collapse and I hold him tight, breathing in so fast and so tired. He looks up at me and cups my cheeks.

"Thank you." He breathes out, still keeping his eyes on mine. Without looking away, my mind and heart knows what this is and I have no doubt in it.

"I love you Lou" The words blurts out without stoping and I know I don't regret it when a grin plasters on his face.

"And I love you Harry." His words shoots me in the heart making it pound fast and loud. My body curls around his and the way we are in the bed is just a huge tangle ball.

"I promise I will never love and care of someone else the way I do you." He whispered cooly in my air. The glow of his eyes sees through my soul bringing every truth and reality in me, making me feel like the world is no longer moving and there is no one out there but Louis and I. The way his eyes search through mine and the tighter his grip on my hips fills me with love and honesty. I give in almost too quickly. If only I knew though. If only I knew in that moment, behind those ocean blue eyes there was red fire. Fire that burned into my cold and innocent heart burning a hole slowly and violently straight through me. If only I knew that lies can be covered by truth and that fire can and will burn you until there is nothing left but dark ash. I couldn't see that then though and I can hardly see it now.

(A/N) My first smut guiiizz!!! I tried my best writing it so hope you enjoyed. I'm sooo very sorry I haven't been updating, I needed a break yunno. Anyways, it was short but I hope that ending kept you on edge. You and I came out today, AKSKLDLWLLALS. I found a Larry part and I cried xD Sorry not Sorry. Well bye babes, see you soon.