Letter for Bilog

My Dearest Bilog,
       Its August 17, when you left me hangin..And it was the saddest days of my life..I know I shouldn't be sad but im sorry because i cant help myself but to feel this way.I wanted to tell you that I dont want you to leave and we can work it out and everything will be fine here. I will do everything for you but just dont leave me here alone. But you never listened,and you just go without any hesitation.Perhaps you never loved me because if you do you just cant leave me here like this, It hurts so much like hell and i dont know how to start all over again, Its been so long that we've been together and all those years it was very special for me, youre part of my everyday life, You showed me so much love and care and i thought it was forever, that you really do but now that youre gone how can i go on just like that, I cant pretend that im gonna be okay, that i will be fine and will stay the same, and leaving my life without you will not affect everything about me, and i will getting used to it.When its not....its not...
               But still i love you, and i wish you all the best in life. I hope youre happy now with your choosen life, and maybe someday our path will gonna cross again and when it happens i'll make sure that im fully recovered. I will do my best to be the best that i can be, and i hope you will do the same..goodluck to our new journey in life. Thank you for all the good memories.          
                                              Its me,
                                               TABA