Ok so here it is jdjdjfjf Im so fucking sorry btw
Laf sat on his bed, alone and stared at the wall with sad eyes. He had a piece a paper beside him, a note. The piece of paper read;
Hello, by the time you read this. I'm already dead. I don't want whoever is reading this to suffer. I felt like I needed to do this...and I'm sorry. Even though my actions don't seem like I am sorry. It's just that I can't do this anymore, I can't continue on like this. I'm not happy...
I want to say I'm sorry to Samuel. I tried. I tried to keep you happy, though I probably did. I'm sorry that it had to happen this way. I hope you don't try to forget me and I will always love you, even though we aren't together anymore. I want you to be happy, without me.
I want to say sorry to Ama, my daughter, I'm truly sorry for what had happened. I'm sorry that you felt embarrassed. I'm very sorry, I tried to be a father to you, but I realized that I can't. Even though I love you, I can't be a father because of the foolish things I've done to you and your mother. I'm sorry that I won't be able to see you grow up anymore, but just so you know I'll always be there even if I'm not with you anymore. I wish that I was able to see you, but as you know, your mother has full custody of you and I don't think she'll like the idea of me with you. Please promise me something, take care of your mother, respect her, and stay strong. For me.
I want to say sorry to Tezia, I'm sorry for the unforgivable things I've done to you. I'm sorry for making you suffer. I'm sorry for everything that had happened between us. But, just so you know, I still miss you and I know you'll miss me. I'm glad...that you got to move on. I tried to move on, even though I was with someone else after our divorce. I just couldn't move on, I wish that I could turn back time and avoid those bad things I've done, but I can't. Things happen and you can't change it. This will probably sound like bull, but I miss you so damn much. I miss laughing with you, I miss holding you. I miss a lot of things that I can't list, for this will be too long to read. I really hope you're happy in the future and I hope that you'll have a better life. I'm truly sorry for this, but please be strong and try to continue on without me.
And lastly I would like to say sorry to everyone I know. I love you all, dearly. I'm very sorry for every stupid thing I've done to you, but I'm guessing this is goodbye. I will miss you very much, but I'll be there with all of you in your hearts.
Love,
Marquis De Lafayette
Laf took a deep breath, a gun in his hand. He closed his eyes, bringing it up to his temple, and pulled the trigger. Soon, a loud bang was echoed throughout the room. He fell back, sideways onto the bed. Blood slowly poured out his head, staining the bed sheets.
