"I'll never like him."
Biggest mistake of my life saying that.
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I woke up on the first day. Junior year to be exact. I hadn't seen him all summer. And by him I mean Matt Brown. On my scale of popularity in my head he ranked one of the most popular guys in school. I'm working my way through the anxiety of high school but now I at least can talk to people and say to myself that they are just people. I've always given authority to popular people. But this year I know I'm gonna make a name for myself. And that name will be Stephanie Down.
As I got ready to leave for school I made sure everything was perfect, I needed to grab his eye. I can't help this old fashioned crush my dudes it just happened. My friend picked me up and we went to grab breakfast then to school. The first day used to be more exciting but now it's just a couple hugs and wishing you were a senior.
Then I saw him. He was tan and built up from summer football practice. He was a treat to look at. I didn't know how to stop and eventually walked into something thinking about him. The thing I bumped into caught me because I was about to trip.
"AHH" I yelled.
"Thank you for saving me" I laughed. Then I looked at the face of my "hero".
It was him. With what luck.
"No problem Steph," he said and smiled. He winked once and walked with his possi down the hallway.
I can't believe that happened.
I got through homeroom and went to my first block which was English. And guess who was in that class?
If you guessed Matt.... you are correct.
This is gonna be an interesting year.
I look down and smile because I'm glad we have a class together. I can't bear the thought of not having a class with him. How am I supposed to suck up his lovely voice in my ears or see his beautiful features?
Especially his smile.
His smile is the most attractive thing about him.
Good looking people with good looking smiles are so attractive. I don't know what this year will contain but I do know the teacher just placed us next to each other in class and there's no coming back from that.
