Ever Lust

Chapter 1

ELYNN'S POV

There's so many thoughts that run threw your was everyday. Some you love, some you hate, some just stick to you as if it was meant to be known. But yet with all the thoughts I have, never once have I found a good way to write anything. It's easy to find things to say but it's the way you put them that matters. I was in love with someone who didn't love me, and that's the thought that would run threw my mind everyday, like I deserved to know.

Yet again maybe I'm just making everything seem much worse than it really is. That's always how I am though, always taking something farther than it is, making it worse than it actually is. Being over dramatic has became a part of me.

But my whole entire life was being the listener. Being the person who could always be there for you and who would always just inhale your words. But lately that's gotten boring. All I would ever do was mutter things under my

breath because I felt like I had no say in anything.

It's gotten tiring and boring like I've said, but things have gotten worse. I didn't speak much, and I didn't like it. I wanted to be who I am, who I want to be without anyone caring. But when will we ever have a society when

people don't care?

Never.

And it wasn't just being quiet, it was the anxiety, the loss of breath, the feeling of running out of time when I have nothing to start on. It was all just a waste. And that's how it's felt for

many years.

I want this to describe me. I want this to be my chance, I want this more than anyone ever could. It's my turn to let everyone see.

Hi I'm Elynn Monroe and I am another lost teen.