dying inside

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They tell me im emo

Why I ask

Is it because of my music

My depression

My lies

Please tell me why

Because i'm dying inside

You tell me im a slut

Why i ask

Is it because of my clothes

My friends

my nose

Please tell me why

Because i'm dying inside

You tell me im a bitch

Why i ask

Is it because i get pissed

And i blow up at those people

Is it because of my style

Because i'm not worthwhile

Please tell me why

because i'm dying inside

You tell me im fat

Why i ask

Is it because im one size bigger

I'm not one size thinner

Because i have a body

Please tell me why

Because i'm dying inside

You tell me i am stupid

Why i ask

Is it because i can't catch up in math

Don't understand ELA

Or science isn't my thing

Please tell me why

Because i'm dying inside

You tell me im emotionally broken

Why i ask

Is it because i cry everyday

I lie everyday

I die everyday

Please tell me why

Because i'm dying inside

You tell me i am an attention whore

Why i ask

Is it because i talk to my friends

Because i get help

Or because i am not full of myself

Please tell me why

because i'm dying inside

You call me unwanted

Why i ask

Is it because my mom wishes she never had kids

Or my friends will all leave

Or nobody cares

Please tell me why

Because i'm dying inside

You tell me i'm loud

Why i ask

Is it because i'm ignored at home and i want to be heard

Or because i can't control my volume

Or because you say speak up i can't hear you.

Please tell me why

Because i'm dying inside

You call me a liar

Why i ask

Is it because nobody likes me when i tell the truth

Because nobody cares when i talk about me

Because i don't like talking about my troubled past

Please tell me why

because i'm dying inside.

You tell me i am a suicidal freak

Why i ask

Is it because i think about death

Every damn day

I think i am just ruining your lives today

well if you wanna know why just read this poem

These things that you call me is why i'm not flowing.

I need to say goodbye i need to get going

When i die i hope you don't do the same

Please just walk away

Cause today is my last day

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 01, 2017 ⏰

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