No One

Cold Boy

2 AM.

It showed on the digital clock at the black colored nightstand table beside my bed. It was pouring outside, a heavy ones.

Staring at the ceiling, a dim light from thousands tough building outside reflected through my window glass. Drew a silhouette of my side profile on the wall.

And again, i still found it hard to fall asleep.

I’ve been asking to my self for the nth times, what happened to me? Is that something wrong? I felt like something bothering me.

I shifted my position, facing the image of heavy rain outside. Thousands of colorful orbs twinkled beautifully, matched with dots of raindrops which landed on my window, drew dazzling bokeh effect. Tried hard to preventing my eyes for blinking, hoping to fell asleep soon.

I reached my phone beside me, opened my messenger and typed something to ‘No One’,

Me :
I can’t sleep, again. It’s been 2 hours
i did nothing just laying on my bed
But don’t worry, now i feel sleepy
even just a bit ㅋㅋㅋ

Sent: 02:17 AM

No One:

Read: 02:20 AM

I played ‘Untitled’ as my lullaby and let the sleepiness haunted me and brought me to Neverland.

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The beeper machine echoed the whole room, 6 AM it showed. I was blinking my eyes several times, tried to gain my consciousness. Got up from the warm yet comfy bed, made my way to the huge window glass with my navy colored blanket covering me up like a cocoon. A thick fog covered the whole road, i barely saw anything.

I moved my heels towards my bathroom. Filling up the bathtube with warm water and drowned my body, letting the warm water touched my bare skin.

Some minutes later, i had done and changed into my casual outfits. Put on my grey hoodie underneath a navy denim jacket and black colored jeans, slipped into my black converse. I put on my casual black wristwatch. Grabbed my black bagpack and headed out from my apartment room.

I pressed the lift button ready went downstairs, but before the door fully closed, a foot held it and by that, the owner of that foot stepped inside. He was wearing black hoodie and black ripped jeans, white puma on her toes and black Jansport hung on his left shoulder. I just shrugged it off and put on my earphones, pressed the play button and let the music blasted on my ears.

As we reached to the ground floor, i quickly stepped out so did he. I bolted out of the building and  met an ahjussi who always cleaned the apartment’s park. Meanwhile him, he just walked passed by me, not even greeting. I never saw him, maybe he’s new.

“Good Morning ahjussi! Have a nice day and fighting!” I greeted him and gave him my wide smile.

“Aigoo~ Morning Haru-yaa, fighting!” He replied with held his fist in the air making a cheer-up sign.

Since my college started at 8 and now i had plenty of times. I stopped by the cafe near my place. As i stepped inside, a tinkling sound could be heard from gold-colored santa clause’s bell which placed above the glass door. Sweet scent hit my nose, it calmed me. I ordered a cup of hot green tea latte and took a seat on vacant table which was located at the corner of the cafe. Palette sung by IU was faintly played at the moment. I was staring outside, dozing off.