Love is not over yet ( P.JM FF )

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Ji Su's POV
I woke up in an unfamiliar room. The walls were painted light blue ( not my type ).
But. How did I get here? I thought as I walked around the apartment. It was small. Enough for one person to live in. Then, I remembered the events that occurred...........
Jae Eun.........
Bogum...........
That dark palace.............
BTS.......
Jimin...........

Shit. I'm in America. Where is he?

Those Angels.......who were they? They must be someone we know.

But I gotta find Jimin and the others.

I bet Jimin is thinking the same too.

Ugh. I hope I find him.
I can't bear to lose someone I love and care about again. My parents. Are dead...... My siblings are also............dead.
I can't bear another one gone. I'll die instead. I can't go through this suffering. I know I'm selfish, I think about me, only. Call me crazy but I don't care! I. Don't. Fucking. Give. A. Shit.
I will find them or die trying.
No. Matter. What.
I don't want my feelings to be played around like a toy.
I don't want to lose them.
I don't want to be the isolated girl who is always self-pitying herself.
I don't want to be scared to be alone.
But.
This can't be stopped.
Life is always like this, unfair.
With my family gone, with my family-like-friends gone, I am nothing. Nothing much than a bitch.
I will not be the coward like I was when Bogum left me.
I will not give up looking for them.
But I know something for sure.............
Bogum and Jae Eun are never coming again. They are never gonna ruin my life because.........it's already ruined.

I snapped out of it when my phone started ringing, the f-ing alarm. I put it on snooze.

Without second thought, I grabbed my bag and stuffed my clothes and other necessities I needed for the journey as tears rolled uncontrollably down my cheeks.
I put all the money I had in my bag, which was unusual since I didn't know how it got here. I shrugged it off and continued packing. I took a bath and put on a black hoodie and a black mask. And I made my way towards the door.

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Hey guys~
I know I didn't update for decades. But I am here now.
Same old phrase.
"I'll try to update as soon as possible"

Anyways, next part will be Jimin's POV.

Bye~