Love tears you apart, but hate tears you more
A story of a girl who copes through love and betrayal but soon life overwhelmes her
and shes not sure she can handle it anymore.
'My mother who loved me and abandoned me when i married out of wedlock.
My father who stayed fora year then went off and got remarried. I went to see him but he
kicked me out.
My husband who left when i miscarried.
My boyfriend who was sleeping with myhalf sister.
My bestfriend who stayed with me when the horizons shattered.
Who saved my life.
" Celeste wake up, breath just breath stay alive please just breath," a frantic voice swept the deserted beach. Although the sun was out the hairs on the backs of my arms stood on end. I felt like i was being watched i looked
in the shadows for help and saw no one i had to help Celeste. We were five miles from the nearest medical centre
to far to walk; it would take to long. I tried to remember my first aid training, if it is cold take off the wettest garments
and cover with blankets - dammit that doesn't help its hot and the ocean's warm.
The first hour is crucial if the heart is beating you need to revive the person if not then perform the kiss of life - I've
always wanted to kiss her but not like this, never like this.
I tore at the buttons of her shirt, opened her mouth held her nose and breathed into her mouth i waited three seconds
and did it again i placed both hands on her heart and pushed up and down at a regular pace. If i went to fast i could
kill her it all depends on rhythme. I blew into her mouth once more andtried to restart her heart. Then i heard it the
vital sounds of life i wanted to jump up and dance. Her heartbeat was weak and irregular but it was there. I felt the
unsteady thump of her heart under my hand her heartbeat increased, slowed then stopped...
