Dear Daddy,
Hi. I'm Shelley. I'm 21 years old and life isn't what I thought it would be. Or maybe I'm not what life thought I should be. That doesn't make any sense though, does it?
Anywho, I'm your baby girl. But you dont know that yet do you? I know I'll have littles, daddies, mommies, and everything else in between reading this. As crazy as it sounds I'd like to think the one that listens and hears every word I say is the one that changes both his and my life.
Its crazy to think why in the world would someone post their troubles, tears, sweats and pain into this blog. In all honesty it's easier this way for you to understand. Understand me, my life. Even though most of you will get through this emotional story with me. Who knows maybe you is different and you will bring the light back into my heart. I hope one of you would. Maybe then we could continue the story and help other babygirls like me realise there is that perfect daddy out there for them.
I'm not like most baby girls. I'm not like most females period. I wish I could tell you about the fantastic childhood I had. Tell you that my parents loved me unconditionally and that I was always treated like a princess. Really I can't even begin to tell you how badly I wish I could say those things. But the truth is if I did I'd be lying to you.
I know that its not always easy being a daddy or mommy and trying to find your perfect little. A little who fits you like the last missing piece to your puzzle. Or one that makes you jump with glee when you hear her or his ringtone sound through your phone. Makes you higher than the clouds that you swore you could never be higher. And I know right now at this moment all of you are thinking about the perfect little or daddy. I don't blame you. Just sitting here writing this all I can think about is the perfect daddy.
I can't even begin to tell you the definition of a perfect daddy. Mainly because we all are different. Some littles like a strict daddy. Other a more easy going daddy. I guess what we wish for in a partner is what makes us all unique.
For example, my perfect daddy isn't an easy man. He is strict but he does it out of the kindness in his heart. He will punishment me if I do wrong but only because he wants me to be a better person. He will always make time for me and know that I don't take even a second of it granted. I don't care if he doesn't have money. That's fine as long as he loves me. I don't care if all we ever do is sit at home and watch little kid movies. Sounds like heaven to me. I don't need to go on shopping sprees and have a bunch of stuffies and toys. As long as I got my Peggy(my stuffies name) with me and my daddy, I'm the happiness girl ever.
I want a daddy who will let me wear his t-shirts to bed and who isn't afraid of wrestling with me. One that loves all the coloring pictures I do. Who doesn't get annoyed when we are watching one of my favorite movies and I'm saying every word or singing every song. More importantly one who loves me for me. Scars and all. As I said before as long as he loves me.
I know that right now there are so many of you reading this. And I'm glad. I'm glad because maybe one of you littles went through some things in life that you shouldn't have. Maybe hearing my story and seeing me not giving up will help you continue to stand tall and wait for you to be able to find your perfect daddy or mommy.
Tomorrow we begin our journey through my life. I must warning you there are parts that might be too much for you. I'll let you know when it could get to that point. Just know that its okay to skip if you don't feel comfortable or if you begin to have a panic attack or flashbacks of your own.
I love all of my fellow littles. To all you mommies and daddies out there if you have yourself a little hug them extra tight tonight you never know what could happen tomorrow. If you don't have a little, just know one is waiting for you.
Signing off until tomorrow,
Baby Shelley
I finished writing that onto my blog two hours ago. Already a total of 2,753 people have viewed it. I had 2,700 votes on it and 1,325 comments.
I can't believe its gotten that much attention. People must be curious as to what my life is all about.
One person sparked my interest the most. He sent it through a message.
No matter what your story is I'll be there for you. Be strong baby girl.
A:N// there is the first chapter. I hope you are interested. Please comment, vote and share. Thank you.
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