I'm a paradox waiting to be unravel.
I don't like myself but I love the
way who I am.
I say I don't care, but reject it later.
I seek attention but reject it later.
I hate to be hate yet I gave a million
reason why people should hate me.
I wanted to be kept yet I pushed them away.
I wanted to be loved but
I know no one will.
I'm the most sensitive insensitive person.
I'm a conflicted contradiction.
If I can't figure out myself out.
There is no way someone else well.
But I hoped somewhere out there is
a soul who will decipher this
Paradox writing until forever.
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Date: August 30,2017
