The Cutter

Happy

I went back to My room and continue cleaning

As I was cleaning I looked at the window saying.

"How nice it is to continue living at the same time dying , it teaches us to be strong even if death is just behind us waiting and chose to ignore it because it is already a neutral feeling"

I sitted back smiling while crying inside

And I just notice the pain from the wound is gone and it miraculously healed fast without the slightest sign of a scar.

And I laughed saying

"How weird it is to live to be human , always surprising"

I somehow felt happy and all the pain and depression is gone

That certainly is a happy experience

Is it weird to thank the cutter for hurting Me?

Did that cutter let that pain to be a leson?

I think it did and it really did teach Me that I was still alive.