Randall and Indira

3 weeks: Indira

April 20, 1:34 a.m.

Randall,

Just to remind you, honey. Tomorrow is 21st April and I bet you haven't done your homeworks yet, so, finished them as soon as possible, okay?

You don't want to hear your teachers scold you tomorrow, do you? So, do your homeworks.

And, how are you? How's your family? Your brothers? And, ow! I'm so curious about your new brother. How does he look like? Does he look like you? Does he as cute as you are? Does he have a gorgeous eyes like you? You haven't told me his name. So, what's his name?

It's almost 3 weeks since we don't talk to each other. I miss talking to you, I miss laughing with you, and...I miss sharing everything to you. My mind keep asking one simple question, "What's wrong with you?" and then I realize, I'll never know the answer because you tell me nothing.

What's going on? What happen to us? Why there is no butterflies and rainbow? Why you stop talking to me? Why you don't look at me the way you did?

I wish we can go back to the way that we were. But I know, its impossible. You don't feel the same about us anymore. You're gone.

You are there but why do I feel like you're so far away?

You are there but the distance between us makes it so hard to stay.

You are there but you're gone.

Is that all my fault?

Tell me my mistakes so I can apology to you.

Sorry for disturbing your sleep.

Love,

Indira