Like a lullaby

Jelly

A/n: Hey there stranger, thanks for not leaving. I'm sorry. Sorry that I haven't updated since a really long time ago. I'm sorry that I'm not consistent. I've been busy writing/typing another story which I'm also excited about.
    As always if there are ANY mistakes please tell me.
Anyway, happy reading!

Y/n's POV
Hanging up the phone I look up everyone's attention is on me. I dey my sweaty palms on my pants, and make eye contact with Will.
I jump off of the counter and walk into my room. "You're not really planning on going over there? Seriously Y/n, do you remember that-" he looks up wide-eyed as e says the last part.
"Remember what?" I ask putting on some crazy socks and then slipping on my Converse. He put his hands on his head and puffed air into his cheeks, "Y/n that day in the clearing. I-your dad tried to take you with him. You were mad and you didn't know until I-" He puffs air into his cheeks again.
I remember that he does this when he's upset. "Will calm down," I say holding onto his shoulders. "No, I can't, because you don't know it," he pointed an accusing finger at me, "but everyone in this house especially Colby and I, waited to see your stupid smile the day after the accident. But you didn't come back." I frowned.
I hugged Will as he fell to the floor, he was holding his head and pulling his hair. After a few minutes of him mumbling "because I can't lose you, again." into my hair, I noticed that we weren't alone, and everyone watched what had just happened.
"Will I wasn't planning on going alone. Come on." I helped him up still holding onto him, I noticed from the corner of my eye that Colby's cheeks were tinted a light shade of pink.
He turned to whisper something to Sam, and Sam whispered something back. Looking a bit awkward, then Kat whispered something to Sam, and then to Colby.
I looked back at Will, he looked me in my eyes and pursed his lips. He sighed loudly, "Ugh you're such an idiot." I smiled and held his hand, and we turned around. "Okay, I mean you guys can come too if you want to. It's gonna be a bit boring though."
They nodded and we left the house getting into two cars, I got into Colby's as I still had to talk to him.
He smiled at me when he started the car and I smiled back, "Where you j-jealous?" I asked awkwardly as we followed Will's Car, only Sam and Katrina were coming because the others were busy.
He blushed and I smiled, "Sort of." he sighed, I giggled, a sound I don't recall ever making before. He rolled his eyes, "You don't have to be, Will and I are strictly friends. We agreed on being friends and nothing more after we broke up senior year." I explained as I saw his shoulders relax.
"Besides," I continued amused, as I looked at his relaxed complexion, "William, dearest William, likes this guy that works at Starbucks. He said something about him being his soulmate or some cheesy stuff; I think he feels like it'll make him forget about Max since he moved because of Everly."
      "Do you and Max still talk?" Colby asked looking sad but then changing his features, I nodded then answered, "Yeah all the time actually. He said he'll visit over the summer since he's going to try and finish college, he also said something about soul mates."
Colby laughed as we entered the street, "Oh I have to ask Paul if he wants to come." Colby parked in the driveway as I texted Paul.
      Everyone had told me about Paul and he had come to visit, and I had gotten closer to him.
Me: Hey Paul-Paul. Moms family is gonna sell the house or something and they asked; since she wanted to give me the house, what I wanted with the stuff there. Do you want to come?
Almost instantly he texted back,
P: Yeah, I'll be over there soon. Lilian will also be there.
Me: Duh, that is the only reason I texted you. :P
I texted the last part with a smile on my face, showing the texts to Colby we got out of the car and my phone buzzed again.
P: booty face.
Leaving him on read I smiled and we went into the house I had almost forgotten about. Sam, Will and Katrina were introducing themselves to my aunt and biological dad.
They looked over at me and Will was standing next to my dad almost towering over him. "Hi dad." I said and waved up to my aunt shaking her hand, she looked so much like my mother it was almost as if she was her.
     "Hi, mister, Y/f/l/n." Colby said  shaking his hand, "Just Adam, please." There was a knock at the door and I got it seeing as it was probably Paul and Lilian.
      "Hi, Lillian," I cooed into her ear, "What up Paul my guy." I sad hugging him as I took Lilian into my arms, smiling and pulling my hair while laughing as soon as I held onto her.
"Hi." Paul said as he looked up at the people, my dad semi-glared at Paul. "Uh, Paul, this is my aunt Lacie, and my dad, Adam. Where's Joey?" I introduced them and asked for my other uncle.
      "He said he couldn't make it." Lacie said as she headed into my moms old study. "Hello?" Sam said into his phone walking outside to take the call, so much awkward tension hung around it was suffocating.
     When Sam came back in he broke the silence, "Kat, we have to go. Sorry we can't stay y/n." He apologized and I smiled and said "It's okay."
     "Will, Colby? Could you guys go to my old room real quick." They nodded and Will led Colby up the stairs.
      "Okay, Paul, dad. Here's the thing, I want you two to get along because you both mean a lot to me. Dad, this is Lilian." I stated simply, "Hi Lilian." My dad cooed grabbing her and and shaking it.
"Adam," My dad said shaking Paul's hand. Smiled as Paul shook his hand and smiled.
"So I am only going to be here a while I need to know what I can have. I have to go to work. Sorry baby." I hummed and looked around.
"Do you remember the family pictures we took when I was eleven?" I asked him going to the closet we always kept our books.
I looked for the photo album, "Here it is. Don't you want something el-" I turned around and Paul had my dads phone, putting in his phone number?
      I turned back around pretending to not have seen anything but I wanted to laugh so bad.
     "What did you say y/n? We didn't hear you sorry." My dad asked I turned around with the whole scarp book, I shook my head and said "I was asking if you kids wanted the whole scrap book, there's two."
       Shaking his head eagerly and taking the book, "Okay, I'll see you guys later." His eyes sparkled and I made a surprised face. "Uh Yeah, yeah." I held my elbows as I hugged my self nonchalantly.
     Paul smiled and when my dad left I started interrogating him.

   A/n: GUUUYYYS! I'm so sorry I haven't updated in weeks. I've been really stressed and busy with exams and school and work and ugh.
Also, the panic attack that Will had, well that's sort of how I get panic attacks it's like a literal panic in a sense, if that makes sense, I know that's a bit TMI but I just had to tell you 'cause I felt like clearing up what that was.
     But for a while I'm back so I will try to edit the other chapter while I'm in break and get that to you in a few. Thank you so much for those of you who've waited this long.