Catfish - Alycia/You

Chapter 40

Your pov

I was lying in my bed, i left the phone on the table and closed my eyes, i'm so fucking broken, she broke my heart and i'm still here missing her and liking her every day more because seeing the real her it's making me fall even more.
I don't understand why did she do that, i mean she is pretty, she is beautiful and it's so insecure... I do get that her boyfriend before was an asshole but no every person is that way.

I listened the door and i went to pick it.

"Hey love, how are you feeling?" She asked and i hugged her, lauren's hugs are the sweetest and the best.

"I'm better now" I smiled and she kissed my forehead. I know dinah told me i don't have to give her hopes because i like Alycia, but it's impossible not to be cute with lauren, she is the nicest human alive.

"I'm glad, lets go cuddle okay? and we can watch a movie" I sighed and she smiled.

"Lets go"

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"Oh my god i swear i love this movie" I said and Lauren giggled.

"I know since i visit you we have watched titanic at least three hundred times" She said and i groaned.

"It's so good! can you blame me?" She laughed.

"I love the love jack has for rose, it's so pure and magical, i mean he could do everything for her, even die" I said and lauren nodded.

"I know, sometimes you would do everything to see the person you care and love the most happy" She said looking straight to my eyes.

"Yeah..."

"Even forgive them" She whispered and i sighed.

"I know. Should i?" She nodded.

"I know i will never have the chance to do this so i need to do it before it's too late" I looked at her confused.

"What do you-" I was cut off for a pair of lips pressed with mine, it took me by surprise but i know she has a crush on me, it's just i cant feel the same, i kissed her back because it's what she wants, she grabbed my waist and put me under her body, i had to admit it was so hot because it's lauren i mean she is one of the most beautiful girls in the planet, she has such a beautiful green eyes but still i just see her as my friend.
I grabbed her waist and pulled her close, she moaned at my actions and i decided to break the kiss.

"I'm sorry but i needed that" She said bitting her lips.

"Hey... it's okay, it was beautiful, you are beautiful" I said taking the hair off her face, caressing her cheek as she closed her eyes at my contact.

"Do you think i have a-"

"No, not for now because i like her and you know that, i'm sorry lauren, you are such an amazing woman and you deserve better baby" She sighed and smiled.

"Thank you at least for let me have this amazing and beautiful kiss" She giggled and i hugged her.

"Thank you for always cheer me up girl" I said sincerely and she nodded kissing my cheek.

"No problem"