Feral Instincts ||L.S||

Thousand Words Letter

   Harry's Letter To Louis: 

Louis, since the first day I saw you at the hybrid store, I could say it was love at first sight. Because, who knows? Maybe it was? I always believed in love and you've proven me right to do so. You're so small and sweet, fragile and caring. I'm so glad to be having your baby. :) he/she is gonna be gorgeous. Because she's gonna have your looks.  You've asked me a few times before, what I loved about you. I love  your smile, the way your eyes crinkle by the sides because of how wide it is. It truly is a beautiful smile and I'd love to continue to see it.

I love how small you are. You tell people you're 5'9, but we both know that's not true. Now, is it Louis? I love your tummy, it isn't toned abs I admit you have a tiny chub but it's adorable and don't forget, it makes you who you are. Don't let anyone tell you, your fat because you most certainly are not. I love your tattoos, they express your feelings and I love to trace my fingers against them while we cuddle. 

I love your brown feathery hair, the way it flows whenever we're in a car and there's a breeze from the window. I love your singing voice, whenever I would have a nightmare and you would sing to me, I just love it. I love how you're so goofy and funny. I love your attitude, remember that time when the paparrazzi hurt my feelings? 

"What are you gonna do it about it, pal? That's your job, that's YOUR fucking JOB, you fucking LOSER!"

I never felt so loved when you cuddled me to your side, hiding me from all the paparazzi so they wouldn't see me crying. I never felt so loved until you started spooning me. I never felt so loved until you begged me for forgiveness that one time. You make me feel so loved, Louis. None of my past owners would make me feel this happy.  No past owner showed me how to make love, none of them. None of them stuck out to me like you did, you make my heart beat a mile a minute.

I even wrote a song for you I wish we could sing together.

Now, memories?  I remember the first time you taught me how to play a video game. It was your favorite video game of all time. The first ever game I tried, you were getting so annoyed at me because I wasn't doing it right, you even snapped at me. Did I cry? Of course I did. But you were there to hug me and tell me you didn't mean it. I acted as if I were mad at you and I didn't expect you to start bawling. I would never leave you Louis, never. You've been too good for me to leave you. 

I remember when you taught me how to write. It took me weeks and weeks to get it right, because first I had to understand how to read. Then it took to writing, first you helped me spell 'cat'. Because I am a cat and then it got harder. I would cry when I got frustrated and that was my very first panic attack I had with you. I could barely see, but by the tell of your voice; you were panicking. Completely freaked out.

And that made me giggle, even while I was having trouble breathing.

Did I tell you that I love your voice? Because I do, it's so refreshing to hear. Especially when you come home from work and you're still so bright from when you first woke up. It's cute that you can't pronounce things right because of your accent. I love how deep and raspy your voice gets in the morning. 

I love the morning kisses that you make sure I get and the compliments you give me ever since I first told you I was insecure. I love the fact that you have no problem teaching me how to write and all that stuff, even though i'm sure i'm hard to work with. It's because i'm so nervous, Lou. So nervous for you, because what if i'm not good enough? What if i'm too dumb for you and you kick me out? 

What if you get tired of me and the way I talk? What if you hate the fact that I can't even say your name correctly? What if you turn hetero and go for a girl kitty hybrid? That's what I fear the most; you leaving me for a girl hybrid or any other kind of hybrid. That's why I attacked that girl cat hybrid that one time when you were taking me to Nandos. I thought you were eyeing her and I couldn't let her take you from me. No, you're mine.

All mine and no one else's.

But what if you get annoyed with my possessiveness? All these  sane thoughts in my head are about you and only you, Louis. You're the only person who's caught my attention like this, you're the only person to make my heart skip a beat and my tummy to feel weird, like there was some kind of fluttering. You're the person who impregnated me and didn't leave because you thought it was 'weird' for males to get pregnant. You understand that i'm not normal, you understand that when I get really mad and protective I go dominant. You understand I have a very power dominant side, you understand that I don't like to hurt people but I will if I have to.

You understand me so much Lou and you don't judge me. This is why i'm writing you this letter, because I love you. So, so much. I fell for you because you're so sweet. I'm you're princess, forever right? I sure hope so. Because I don't think other owners would love a guy who dresses like a girl. But you think it's sexy. 

I love you, Lou. Forever and always.

Your kitten,

Harry. 

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I just thought this would be adorable. No, they don't know that Harry is pregnant yet but I just had to make this letter, I just had to.

If you guys don't like it, i'll delete it.

New chapter coming tomorrow!