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New years

"I see her every where and everyday I don't know her I don't get why she does the things she does. She's beautiful and she's perfect." I cried

"Harry what does she do when you see her?" Karen asked

"She harms herself she starves herself and cries alot" I said cutting at the bored she gave me.

"Harry were going to send you to a new place here's you prescription for your pills take them this time!" She demanded.

Louis and I left the hospital I went home and by myself again, it's theses dreams

I'm having of this girl she's crying I wonder why I see this and why she does this to her self. I try to keep myself occupied by cleaning up and making some dinner, for a few days I rested I haven't been seeing her as much. I don't Bother taking the medication because they just get me mad and I can't think straight, my phone rang it was Louis telling me to be ready for tomorrow there was a party out town for New Years at 10 pm. I decided for my free time till then id go for a run to get this anger out, on the way back I punched at the punching bag for at least hours my hands bloody and bruised I didn't care though it felt good to get the anger out.

Beatrice's POV

I was looking through the Emily's clothes trying to find a dress to wear too long, I look to fat, ew I look fat in this too, every dress I try on I look gross in. "You look beautiful in that Beatrice." Emily said. "Thanks em but I don't like It." I said shrugging. "What clothes don't you like on you? I don't care your wearing then" she said waving her finger at me. I rolled my eyes and looked in the mirror again at the black tight dress, I guess, I sighed.