Take a chance on life

Why? Ro why?

Rosaleen pov:
He could have seen my wrist I had make up on it, and the water washed it all the way. I don't want him to see them, it was close he. If he found out he might just stop talking to me. He wouldn't want someone like me to be around Brooklyn. I'm a loser, I'm nothing, I'm an idiot. How could I be so stupid. I should have told him no to going swimming. I could have said I wasn't feeling well and I'm just gonna stay and relax. I just had to get to know him and Brooklyn. They are nice people. I wanted to imagine what life would be like if me an Chance became something, I know I just met him but there's just something about him that makes me want him as my own. I don't care that Brooklyn is his daughter, I love that little girl. I'm crying so much and I made a make up mess on this pillow. I just wanna sit here and cry. I'm so angry at myself, that I wanna take my razor and cut more. I'm interrupted from my thoughts by a knock on the door. "Go away", I yell. The knocking continues. Knock,knock,knock, knock. "I said go away", I yelled. Still the knocking continued. I had enough and the opened the door. My reddish irritated eyes filled with tears met very soft and worried eyes. "What do you want Chance", I cried. "We need to talk. Why did you run away? Why are you crying?",he asked standing in the door way. I starred at him without saying a word. "Rosaleen please talk to me", he's begging me now. I walk over to the bed and laid down face down in the bed." I know we just met but I care about you Rosaleen", he said lifting me up. "Ro what is that", he said looking at my wrist. Shit he seen it he saw my cuts. He lifted up my arm again and didn't say anything. I looked up at him and his eyes were flooded with tears. "Why Ro why", he said all choked up and sobbing. "I'm sorry", I said crying. "Please", he sobbed."Please don't do this again", he cried. "I'm sorry Chance, I just can't take living anymore", I cried. "Don't say that", he said rubbing my back. " I'm nothing, no body cares about me no one loves me. I don't belong here", I cried even louder. "Rosaleen don't say that I care and love you, Brooklyn loves you", he says with a few tears dripping down his eyes. "Stay here I'm gonna go tuck Brooklyn in and I'll be right back", he said while grabbing the key from the dresser before leaving the room. I laid their crying into the pillow. He came back and he was changed. He brought over some movies and snacks. "I wanna stay and make you feel better", he said with a small smile. "Okay", I said while he climbed into my bed. I cuddled up to him and he wrapped an arm around me. He kissed each cut softly and a kissed my head. I'm starting to really like this guy, I really hope that he likes me. We both ended up falling asleep together.