Why do I try. Why do I try and be a good person to try and make people like me. Why do I choose the worst possible people to hang out with and to like. Tbh I'm kinda glad I'm moving because I can't take this crap anymore. It's ridiculous how you can poor your heart out to someone and leave yourself venerable because you truly love them and trust them but they can just take a knife cut open your heat and shit in it without caring. Then after you try and be there friend and be nice to them because you still love them and care about them because you don't know that they truly fucked with your whole world.
