Everyone has sadness. I get that. But I feel like I'm just trapped inside myself when I get upset. I know that doesn't make any sense. But that's okay. Half the stuff I say won't. I cry myself to sleep a lot. I'm supposed to be a happy girl. But there is a difference between joy and happy. Anyone can have joy. Whether your depressed or not. But happiness. That's a different story. It's where you can get sad , mad , or whatever , but can truly and fully recover from it. You can revert back into your Happy self. So it lasts for long periods of time. Joy is for short periods of time. You can have a lot of joy. But it won't last very long. You'll eventually go back to being sad or depressed. It sucks , but that's the way it is. We can't change it. Nobody knows about my sadness. Nobody realizes the difference. Nobody truly cares. It happens.
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Non-FictionThese are my real thoughts. I'm writing them here , because I'm too scared to reveal myself to the world with my true identity. But I'n a 14 year old girl , and in 9th grade. I've been going through a lot lately. I think a lot of you can relate to m...