*sips tea* it's 12:23 am. I should probably go to sleep. No no. I can't. Gotta write this.
Ahem.
Dear Shnubs,
Lol ur 15 and still short 😂
Okey okey for realz.
Um...I don't know how to really start this...uh...look look! It's our song! At the top look! Play it!
Okey so this was supposed to be some sort of letter...type...thingy you know what I mean. To you on your 15th Birthday. I may be younger then you but I am taller so it's fine 😂
But what I really wanted to say was...well nothing I haven't told you before. Is that you're amazing, and beautiful, and funny and kind and honest and loving and trustworthy and *deep inhale from lack of air too lungs* my best friend. In fact no you're more then that you're my sister, my other half. I can't picture a day of my future without you in it. But I tell you that all the time 😅 I'm trying to put funny parts in this because I'm afraid if I don't I may cry, and that's somethin nobady wanna see. Well...you wouldn't see it, cuz you're reading...wait...what...
I've confused myself again. I NEED ADULT SUPERVISION.
(Heh inside jokes)
Anyway I'm getting off topic. I know you don't like your birthday that much because you don't like interacting with a lot of people. Heh remember last year on your birthday you had a sleep over with me and Shona and I read Fifty Shades Of Grey to you both? Heh. Good times.
Or that time I was running and dropped my phone and it went sliding along the car park for at least 50 fuckin meters 🙄😂
Or how about that time our nick names came to light, Shnubs and Pill. By reading that fanfic?
Or what about the largest memory I have with you. The day we first met. Don't ask me what the specific day was cuz I can't remember what I had for breakfast this morning...wait...I don't eat breakfast. S'probably why I don't remember lel. But anyway. The day we first met when you moved to our school. Heh, I remember it so vividly. I was in science class and you walked in. I looked up and saw you talking to the teach and noticed the only spare seat was ligit next to mine. And I remember saying to Leah who was at the other side of me; "Miss better not put the new girl next to me" Not because I was a mean person or anything but because I hated meeting new people. It scared the shit sticks outta me. But she did. And I died a little inside. I didn't want to be rude so I had to say something! Remember what I said?
"You like Skydoesminecraft?"
Like straight up. Boom. First thing I said to my future best friend. You looked at me and went; "no?"
So, naturally, I was mentally kicking myself for asking such a retarded question. Then, as if I was Charles Darwin just discovered time or whatever, I quickly said; "Then do you like Jacksepticeye or Markiplier?" And I saw it. The most amazing, memorable, smile I'd ever seen as you nodded.
What a save.
And since that day we've been best friends. Telling jokes only we understand, confusing the living fuck out of our friends, crying on each other's shoulders and eating pizza.
-holy shit I can feel someone on my leg...oh..wait it's just my actual foot never mind 👌🏻-
And another thing I remember was when we (tried to) stay up all night texting. And I remember you saying; "I wanna tell you something. But you're properly gonna think I'm really weird"
So I was like "ooh banta" then you put "I like teenage mutant ninja turtles. You're probably gonna think I'm super childish"
I felt my eyes light up as I wrote (and sent) "ME TOO!!"
And the times when I said I would take you to France for your 18th because you loved everything about it? Then you fuckin tell me that France doesn't appeal to you anymore? 😐😑 Oh well I'll just have to take you somewhere else then won't I? 'Murcia sound good?
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm what else...oh yeah..I wanted to apologise...for all the times I've been a dick. For...making you sad...or angry. I wanted to say that I'm sorry. And for whatever dick move I make in the future...I'm sorry for that too... I know I can be hard work...I know I stress you out but I don't mean it honestly! I...I don't...
I also wanted to say that...without you...if I'd never met you...my life would be so empty...so boring...with none of my friends who got me like you did I could of gone mad...but you saved me. Saved me from being alone. Without you I wouldn't be able to write on here because I would never of know what 'Wattpad' was. Without you a lot of amazing things in my life would never of happened. So I want to thank you...for...not leaving me like everyone else did...or like everyone else will...
Oh shit now I'm crying goddamnit.
I'm sorry I can't be there on your birthday. It sucks major ass that I come home the next day. But the good thing is I'll see you after I get back cuz then we go back to school!!
Yay!(?)
Buzzin 🙄😂
Also I wanted to say (even tho I say it pretty much everyday) is that I love you. I love you with all my heart (what heart wait who said that?) I'll never stop loving you. And if I had to choose between loving you and breathing...I'd use my last breath to say I love you.
Because you are the greatest thing to every happen to me.
You're my best friend
My sister
My soulmate.
And I wouldn't have you any other way, got that?
And no matter where you are in the world the love will never stop. It'll stretch father then any ocean and wider over any plain,
Mountain or storms. I promise.
Love, Pill ❤️
