Love is nothing but pain

chapter 1

Sitting in backyard i was sipping tea and reading my favourite novel 'pride and prejudice'.This is a heaven for me. I love to read novels because somehow i can relate myself with the characters . I am what you can call nerdy not that i am ashamed of this. This is what i am and i shit care about anyone's opinion.

"Reading novel you pathetic" and this voice belonged to none other then my sister eliza .

"No I am dancing with john cena wanna join" my reply makes her angry and then she yelled

"Oh the murderer got the guts to talk"

Again the word "murderer" causes me  to inhale a sharp intake of breath. This is not the first time i heard this word but i know it will also not the last time.After hearing this word from so many years it still manages to pierce my heart.

"What cat got your tongue" Eliza says smugly.

"What do you want?" I asked her.

"Well 'low life' mom was calling you" she said. With that she went.

I don't know when her insults are going to stop. Now why mother was calling me probably want to curse at me or scream some profanities. My position in the family is just like a statue whom all just can kick or spit it but no one cares. I always have loveless life. Don't know when will this end . Standing with a groan i start walking and then suddenly bumped with my lovely and adorable  brother.( note the sarcasm).

" Hey loser I know that you don't have anything named brain at least you  have eyes but still you are roaming like a blind" yelled my angry brother Shane.

Seriously I don't have brain i am the smartest one in my family. I am just 17 but still I graduated early because of my intelligence level. But what's the fun when no one will going to praise my skills.

" O really Shane you are saying this when you yourself doesn't know the spelling of brain wait a minute not brain but also blind" that was my kickass reply.

" shut up loser" was his pathetic reply.

"Sorry that's was too much did I hurt your feelings but can you spell your name wait do you know any
thing about alphabets"?

This only fuels his anger and within a moment he grabbed my wrist and let me tell you his grip was strong enough to stop my circulation.He pushed me back i fall on the floor painfully.

"Better learn to shut your mouth otherwise you will bring invitation to more pain" with that he walked away.

This is what this bastard is capable to do .Pushing me on the floor makes him loser not me. He is bully well everyone around me is bully.

My family is very rich but to me they are poor who treated me like a dirt.My father and mother always busy in their business whenever they have free time they never failed to remind me that I am mistake who is born in this family, like I don't know. Sometimes i think the word 'mistake' is only made for me. Believe me it's not like I have filled any form before my birth that get me selected to born in this family. It's not a boon for me to live with a dumb people's like you.

I guess while creating my family some   errors must occurs in God's software that they all born as humans instead of donkeys. This is the  biggest mistake is that god created people like my family who doesn't value my presence. They can have all luxuries but they always lack in moral and  values department. They have a mountain size ego but have Mycoplasma size brain. Ya they all are dumbheads.

I reached at my mother room. She is typing on her  laptop. She had same blue eyes with black hairs that resembles with me. While i got my lips and nose from my father. She is very beautiful but in this beautiful body ugly soul resides beneath her epidermis.She is in her late 30's.

I cleared my throat to get her attention. She glances from her laptop to me and gave me an irritated look not that i have expected her to embrace me in her arms. That would be miracle because these cold hearted women can only have one emotion towards me and that is hate. Buddy it's not like I am dying to meet you.

Everyone hatered attitude towards  makes me hate everyone in this family. Why should i love them because every characteristic  in them makes me  highly repulsed towards them. I wish they rot in hell. If that is in my hand i will locked all of them in dark room filled with rats so that rats can't be malnourished.
" You called me your highness "  I want to say this but i  didn't say it as it will bring another opportunity for her to scream some profanities at me. So i simple asked

" You called me"? I never call my parents mom and dad because to me they are not perfect candidate to  deserve this tittle.
"Yes Isabella I want to discuss something with you" she said.
Since when on earth she wants to discuss something with me because my presence always brings high level of disguist  in her as evidenced by her expression.

Only Shane and Eliza matters to her or i say dumb and the dumber. Many psychological test will also not able to  determine who is more dumber among them. Such a bright children aren't they.

"Okay what you want to discuss"? I asked.
Judging by her expressions i know this is going to be long conversation. Hope it ends well but deep down i know it will not.