My bad boy Shield

Intro Chapter

(Alex's POV)

I kicked the tiny pebbles, sand scrunching under my boots, the  wind howling on this cold autumn morning. I pulled my coat closer to my body and looked around , taking all the peace and silence in. There was no one on the street, just me , i mean who would be up and on the street by 7am. 

I liked peace and quiet where there was no one to disturb u , its the time when u can get your mind cleared and think straight. I brushed my brown waves off my face, skipping along the footpath, kicking a stone or two,All Alone.

I'm always alone ever since i was 10,I've always been alone, even though i have a older brother who's 26 now, but he has his own little family now consisting of his beautiful Italian wife Scarlet, their little five year old son Matthew and another baby girl on the way. His life is just perfect,sometimes i get jealous of him for having such a beautiful family. He has asked me to come stay with them but i didn't want to come in as an imperfection in this perfect family so i politely declined making up an excuse. 

You must be wondering where my parents are but they left our family picture about 9 years ago. Making me and John orphans. They died in a car accident. John was 17 and me 10, we had to live in an orphanage for a year till John was legally an adult, he then took my custody and somehow managed to take care of me till i was 15, that was when i claimed to be capable of taking care of myself, I earned my own money by working at a clothing shop and handling my studies at the same time. John had already started his beautiful family by marrying Scarlet a year after. Soon i earned enough money to buy my own small flat.John and Scarlet both made me buy one in the same colony as them. 

Now I'm 19, i'm still in college but its my last year and i have earned and saved plenty of  money to keep me safe for another 2 years. So i'm thinking of not going to Uni. I just shifted here to Doncaster a week ago , me and my brother have bought houses in front of each other, mine being smaller than his. Now i'm looking for a job at the Doncaster Market.

As u can see i'm completely broke. I'm broken too deep to be mended , i sometimes think that i should just end my life and others pain , i even tried doing it but............. I'm always stopped by someone. I mean why cant they just let me die already! I shook my head and continued walking.....

A/N 

Hi guys its so nice to finally talk to u after all these days!!!!

so here's my 1st Fanfic. 

and i know all the Louis babes will love it!!!

Adios!!!