Time flows like water..we can't hold it..when I was in 5th grade there was no such rules applied where we should sit together. .so I started to sit with my friends,and rarely talk with them(M and P...specially P) ..I became more introvert day by day.I was happy because I can sit with my dear friends. .but a part of me was sad because ..... (you guyzzz know the reason )..Though I was now not in touch with them like before but my feelings for P didn't change a bit.............❤ When we were in 8th grade something happens which broke my heart into million pieces...infront of my naked eyes he proposed my best friend. ..and it was like Someone harshly push me on the ground...I could feel presence of watter corner of my eyes but I adjust to hold it. .I was angry and heart broken..I didn't angry on my bf. . she was beautiful, intelligent and every boy wanted to date her..so it wasn't a big deal for her...but I was angry on myself. .I was thinking -why I loved this boy..can't he see my love for him..that night I only (silently) cried and cried..my mother asked me what happened only said "I'm not feeling well" Next day I went to school. .but now I didn't want to face him..whenever I saw him i felt hurt..for many days I cursed myself for being a coward..but it didn't make any sense. .what can a average looking girl expect from life..I started to avoid him. .I just wanted to survive the school years without any new stiches on my heart. .I started to give importance to my study. . .I never shared any information of my crush with friends so it wasn't that much hard for me...Whenever my friends were talking about him I just changed the subject by saying something funny about the same person..
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I managed myself to avoid hime for years with so much difficulty. .Now I'm a collage student..and He also studies into other college. .the funny thing is that I can't properly remember his face..few days ago I saw him him but I couldn't recognised him ...and all credits goes to my avoidness..it's really works..and now I'm happy about it. The only thing which bothers me is-why the hell I lost my heart to the boy who never shows any affection towards me.....
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Guess what this was the last part of my story.. in the actual story so many incident happens but I don't want to dragg it too long...so I just point out the main and important incidents. .I know it's a garbage(though I love this language but I am so so weak in this )so pls pardon me for any grammar mistakes. .. thank you atleast for reading this. .😊see you soon with a new story (hope so)..bye🙋 With so much love ❤......Ř.......❤
