Her life

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  “wag ka umiyak Renpot, dapat lagi ka kangiti kasi maganda ka pagnakangiti. I dont like ugly girls.”

  Napatigil ako sa pag-iyak ng maalala ko yung sinabi sakin ni  Riel nuon.

  I was 6 years old back then and he was 7 pero magkaklase kami kasi nag-stop sya.

  He was my one and only friend nung mga panahon na yun, im a loner kasi every one thinks that im a brat saka talagang ayoko rin nakikipagkaibigan sa iba i dont want to talk to anyone kasi hindi rin naman nila ko maiintindihan but Yohan understands me, he did everything just to be my friend, he's so gentle, optimistic, full of energy and fun to be with and he always smile.

  I admire him because of that, i guess he's my first love though i was just a kid back then.

But then if love really do exist i know that what i felt in my heart back then was 'that' thing.

  Yung mata ko kusang pumipikit. Im so sleepy dahil sa pagod at pag-iyak.

The next day......

   Naglakad ulit ako papasok ng school. Kundi ba naman nananadya may nakita akong isang batang babae kasama ang nanay at tatay nya pero hindi sila mukang mayaman but they look so happy together.

   i have dolls , expensive jewelries, beautiful dress simply everything that everyone is wishing to have but still i envy her , why? Simply because i have money while she have a family.

  Huminto ako sa paglalakad kasi nag-green na yung stop light.

  I remember when i was just a child, my first ever heart break.

 

Flashback..

 

  I saw lola sitting in the garden , admiring the view of the flowers.

  Nilapitan ko sya and held her hand pero nung makita nya ako binawi nya agad ang kamay nya.

 

“lola, masaya ka bang ako ang naging apo mo?”

 

  Hindi nya ako tinitignan, she just look at the flowers infront of her.

 

“masaya akong may apo ako pero hindi ako masyang ikaw ang naging apo ko.”

 

   Sobra akong nasaktan. Tagus tagusan yung mga salitang yun sakin.

 

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