The Ins And Outs Of Another Teenager -- My Blog

"elementary my dear watson"

I just realised i have 1.37k views... just wow. Thank you so much.

Anyway this blog is about the fact that i think ive fallen in love... and this time not with food or a fictional character, an actual person.

I think ive made it a bit too obvious though, im scared she doesnt feel the same way... what if she thinks im just a friend and that she never saw me that way. I dont want to ruin our friendship by telling her but i also want to get this off my chest. I guess thats why i do blogs, to get things out into the metophorical open.

We hang out a lot and we text until midnight but part of me sences this distant(ness?) That says 'she'll never love you back' i spoke to a friend about it and he said i should be careful that i dont push things but i want know if theres a remote chance that she'll ever love me back. If not, i can move on. I dont know what to do...

Theres another girl that means the world to me, we get on really well and she told me she loved me, i love her too but its so difficult for me to have long term relationships so thats not gonna happen. Why do i screw up in all things important????

I wish i could compose a song that sums up how i feel but everytime i try  i get a crappy little tune that i wouldn't even want to listen to...

Wattpad, now has become my one and only release of bad feelings... thats most likely why i only have 20 something followers. Ah well, you cant have everything.

So im really confused as to what to doi tell her i love her and risk it or leave it and wait for her (shes really shy) to tell me first
Or
Do i start a long distance relationship that ill struggle to keep up... i don't know.

Theboywhoblogged.

By the way the qoute at the top is from sherlock holmes...