Jylan: High School|✔️

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*Trigger warning:Rape,Self-harm,and Suicide attempts*

Our trip was coming to an end, but we did everything we could possibly do. We had two more days and today we decided just to hang out. It was unlike any other hang out we had. What we used to do was watch Action movies, I always let Dylan pick, or we'd talk about his girlfriend. Now there's way more we would do, like make out and talk about regular things couples do. We lay in our bed me on his abs, his perfect abs, while he played with my hair. 

"Dylan I need to talk to you about something very serious" I whisper.

"Okay, I'm all ears"

"I need to tell you absolutely everything, that happened with Aaron, and the truth why I was in the hospital"

"I know wh-"

"I know you know, my mom told me but you deserve the full story, something nobody else knows not even my family" He stays silent so I begin. " When I came out nobody came near me except for my friends and Aaron. I have always had feelings for you,Dylan, but I knew you weren't available. Aaron,soon after I came out announced he was Bisexual. He  started to flirt with me all the time,I fell for him, he gave me what you couldn't. So at first when we were dating he was super sweet and nice. Throughout the rest of freshman and sophomore year we dated and we were happy. Then Junior year, my family started to fight and I would confide in Aaron he was the only one. One day I asked him to come over and he did, we had our normal conversation until things got out of control. We were making out and then he started to take things to the next level but I stopped him. He didn't listen and kept going. He pinned me down and forced me to do things I didn't want to" I feel a tear fall down my cheek.

"you don't have t-"

"He threatened everyone of my friends and family, that if I told anyone he'd kill us. I believed him, and he would've got away with it. So we pretended everything was okay, everyday him doing the same thing. I started to cut myself, He noticed and one day he had abused me and after he left I walked into the bathroom feeling so useless like everything was against me. I took the pain pills out of the medicine cabinet I took them all at once and then all i remember is waking up with Aaron next to me. After that I went home with him and he stayed the night the morning after I woke up and grabbed his phone by accident. I went onto photos because i was gonna post one, still thought this was my phone. Until all the pictures were of him with different people some girls and some guys and some kissing him. So i yelled at him and broke up with him, and that's pretty much it"

"Wow" He says "You've been through so much,why didn't you tell me all this sooner."

"I was scared"

"Of?"

"So I wanted to tell you when me and Aaron broke up but I couldn't I thought you were straight"

"What does th-"

"I was gonna confess my love"

"Oh"

"People know he's cheated but everything else"

"I won't tell, I love you so much baby boy. I won't let him get to you" I smile and he kisses my forehead. 

"I love you Dylan, more than anyone"

"I love you more than that, the word love feels too small"

"I know what you mean"

"Jackson get up" he says standing up and holding out his hands.

"What are you doing?"

"you mean we"

"Okay what are we doing"

"dancing" He grabs my hand and spins me around. That was such an amazing day, we weren't expecting what was waiting for us when we went home. We weren't thinking about all the things that would soon be the only thing on our minds. We simply just enjoyed each other.