I gave you a love so pure you didn't know what to do with It.
How could you be so selfish you took my all knowing you'd never replenish it
So many nights I bawled my eyes wishing that you would just hold me
So many I still bawl my eyes wondering why you couldn't love me
So sad
So pathetic
I know you never deserved me
But can't but overthink and then I start to reverse it
What's wrong with me
Am I not pretty
Please tell me why I'm not worthy
I'm not perfect but damn I tried
Tried to be everything for you
And I didn't want anything just reciprocity from you
Was I asking too much
Was I taking more than you can give
Do you how bad it hurt when you asked if we could just be friends
Like you ripped my heart outta my chest and crushed it in your hands
And what's worse is that I know you laughed about it with your friends
And what's worse is that two months later I'm crying out again
My is so broken that not even time will help it mend
I was down
I was there when you had nobody around
I gave you everything I had and never did it with frown
I told you all of my secrets
You promised me that you'd keep 'em
But you didn't keep me
Left once you didn't need me
Left me drained and empty
Look at you in envy
How can you be so happy
without me
And I'm so hurt without you
And sadness swallows me up whenever I think about you
Tell me what I didn't I do
Why you couldn't love me too
What is so wrong with me
Thought we had a chemistry
Remedy to all of my deepest insecurities
Built me up just to break me
Had me thinking bouta family
Mini me's running rampantly
But you crushed that dream
Things weren't so peachy keen
A queen without king feels a lot like peasantry
In love pathetically
Lace my blunts with misery
Cloak feelings of inadequacy with poise and dignity
It hurts
Charge it to the game
He don't want me
No L's just gain
But my heart
Learn from that pain
Take it in and don't you ever love again
But that feeling's just like magic
A magic synonymous with tragic
Take it as a lesson learned
Realize that bridge is fully burned
Quit looking back you'll turn to stone
Fuck that sorry ass nigga
Paint a picture that's much bigger
And when you make it to the top
That nigga gone wish he kept his spot
