As she walks away I could see tears in her eyes.
"Tiffany wait"!
"?!?!?!"
"Hey"
I lean in and wrap me arms around her I don't know why but it felt right and that I should be there. she starts losing it while I hug her tears start pouring down her face and dripping off her chin. I told my self that this was where I was meant to be,and I don't have to push all of these feelings away. Because now I now that i really do like her. or maybe be every more. I push her away still holding her shoulders.
" Tiffany...... I know that I don't remember any thing but it feels right here and I'll stay if u stay"
"Yes" shaking her head yes
We aren't dating or in a relationship at all yet, and I think she wants it like that but I don't I want to be more then that. it's been almost the whole year and we've acted like best friends we did everything together. One of the best times I ever had with Nicole was when we had this huge party at her place. it was me and a bunch of her friends. I can still remember how that day went.....
She came up to me asking if I would like to hang with her and her GF's that night.
"So do you want to go with us to my place for the party"?
"I don't know it kind of seems like an all girl party doesn't it"?
"Well kind of but you'll be there so it wouldn't be all bad and I've already asked my parents if u could come and you can".
"Ok I'll try what time is it at"?
"It's at 6 and it goes till 12 so be ready to stay up"
"Yeah I will" as I smile
I was going to my best friends house for an all girls party this wouldn't be that bad right? well I hope not because all of her friends think I like her more then just a friend. And their right I do but I try not to show it that much. I walked home after school hopping my parents would let me go. as I'm walking all I'm think about is her and how we would be if we were to date and all. I start running home as fast as u could to see what my parents would say. now I really wanted to go I have been think and this is a great chance where I could show my feelings for her.
But knowing me I'll probably just get all nervous and not do it. it's going to be different this time, it's been bugging me to just treat her like my friend when I want more out of it. not tell her how I feel would make things worst for me, by taring me apart for the inside. it's just would she feel the same why?
I get home and dad is sitting on the sofa reading, he doesn't like getting bothered while reading but this was important so I did it anyways.
"Dad can I go to a party with Tiffany tonight" I asked he already knows that we are best friends so he knows who she is.
"What, oh yeah sure if it's fine with her parents then sure u can"
"OMG thanks dad"
"Yeah and hey ask the girl out already it totally looks like u like her, do it to night at the party ok"?
"What dad no what are u talking about"
"Son I no it's hard to take it in now because she's been in your life for so long just make it happen".
"I guess your right thanks got to go see you tomorrow".
We did live that far from each other so I just walk over to Tiffany's house. I was dress in my causal clothing like jeans and a V neck sweater. I walk up to the front door and ring the door bell.
